In Totality with Megan Ashley

In this continuation of last week’s episode, my mom, Ms. Yvette and I move past trials we’ve faced together and into the transformation we’ve witnessed. We talk about cultivating a lifestyle of prayer, learning to listen for God’s voice, and how true healing happens when we yield to His presence. Tune in to hear how the Lord has taught us both to walk in humility, steward our relationship differently, and grow together in grace. Whether you're longing for guidance in your walk with God, or simply a reminder that change is possible through Him, I pray this episode draws you closer to the heart of the Father. See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

In this deeply personal and long-awaited Mother’s Day episode of In Totality, I sit down with one of the most important people in my life - my mom. This conversation is raw, honest, and full of the kind of love only a mother and daughter can share. We open up about our journey together - how my mom came to know Jesus, how our relationship has evolved over the years, and the very real struggles we’ve faced as a family. I share openly about my battles with mental health, and my mom shares how she leaned on the Lord’s strength and wisdom to walk with me through some of the darkest moments of my life. This is a story of faith, perseverance, and the kind of love that covers even the hardest seasons. Whether you’re a mother, daughter, or someone in the middle of your own healing journey, I pray this conversation brings you hope and reminds you that God truly meets us in every valley. Content Warning: This episode contains sensitive discussion around suicide and self-harm. Listener discretion is advised. See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

In this week’s episode of In Totality, I’m back with my dear friends, CD and Melody Fabien, for Part II of our powerful conversation on purity, obedience, and trusting God in the waiting. If Part I stirred something in your spirit, this next part goes even deeper. We’re talking about what it really looks like to walk out a set-apart relationship—one that honors God even when it’s countercultural. From setting boundaries to choosing obedience over ease, this couple shares how their faith shaped their love story beyond just waiting for marriage. I pray this episode encourages you to lean into God’s process, even when it feels slow or misunderstood. He’s not just preparing the promise—He’s preparing you for the promise. If you’re in a season of waiting, dating with intention, or learning how to surrender your timeline to God, this one’s for you. See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

When God writes your love story, it looks different from the world’s version — and it’s worth the wait. In today’s episode of In Totality, I sit down with two of my dear friends, a married couple whose very first kiss was at the altar on their wedding day. We talk about their individual journeys of salvation, the seasons of preparation God led them through, and the faith it took to trust Him every step of the way. Their story is powerful, but it’s important to remember: while this may not be exactly what God is specifically calling you to do in your waiting season, He is calling all of us to live lives of obedience, faith, and consecration. We dive deep into what it means to honor God not just in dating, but in every part of our walk with Christ. If you’ve ever wondered if it’s still possible to live set apart in relationships today, this conversation will remind you: it is, and it’s beautiful. Whether you’re single, dating, or already married, I pray this episode encourages you to trust God's timing, obey His leading, and believe that His plans for you are better than anything you could write on your own. See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

When my son was diagnosed with autism at age two—and later with Fragile X syndrome—I entered a kind of grief I wasn’t prepared for. It wasn’t loud or dramatic. It was quiet, slow, and deeply sacred. It was the grief of letting go of the life I imagined and learning to embrace the one God was writing. In this deeply personal episode, I open up about the pain, surrender, and beauty that come with raising a child with special needs while clinging to faith in Jesus. I talk about the silent ache of broken expectations, the sacredness of honest lament, and the unexpected closeness of God in the middle of it all. Grief doesn’t always come from death—it often comes from the loss of an idea, a dream, or a version of life we thought we’d have. But even there, God is present. Even in our most unspoken sorrows, He is faithful. And even when healing doesn’t look the way we hoped, He still gets the glory. If you’ve ever carried a grief you didn’t choose, or wrestled with faith in the face of life’s hardest questions, this episode is for you. May it remind you that you’re not alone—and that hope still lives here, too. Listen now on all audio platforms. See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

In this episode of In Totality, I’m talking about what it means to truly live as a sacrifice for God. As Christians, we love the idea of purpose, calling, and blessing, but what about surrender? What about the moments when obedience costs you relationships, opportunities, reputation—or comfort? Scripture tells us to offer our lives as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God… but are we really willing to endure suffering and persecution for His name’s sake? Whether your walk with Christ means walking away from what’s easy, what’s popular, or what makes sense to the world — it’s worth it! If you’ve ever wrestled with obedience when it’s hard, or felt the weight of standing firm in your faith, this conversation is for you! Tune in and be reminded: He is worthy of it all! See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

In this episode of In Totality, I had the pleasure of speaking with Carl Lentz for a vulnerable, honest, and meaningful conversation about grace, redemption, and what a renewed faith looks like. This is Carl’s first time on the podcast, and we didn’t hold back. We talked about the power of God’s correction, and the process of rebuilding faith, and what it means to live fully dependent on God — even in the private, hidden places too. If you’ve ever felt disqualified, distant, or unsure of how to move forward with your faith, I pray this episode reminds you: God still calls, covers, and invites us to walk with Him toward wholeness. See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

Have you ever felt on fire in your faith, only to wake up one day and feel like God is distant? I know I have. It can be confusing, discouraging, and even a little scary. But here’s what I’ve learned—these shifts aren’t random. They’re part of the faith journey. In this episode of In Totality, I’m diving into the spiritual cycles of consolation and desolation—those seasons when God feels incredibly close and those when He seems silent. Why does He allow these shifts? What is He teaching us in them? And how do we keep trusting Him when we don’t feel Him? I want to remind you: God is just as present in the silence. If you’ve been walking through a dry season, questioning where God is, or just trying to hold onto faith when things feel uncertain, this episode is for you! Tune in now! See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

In this week’s episode of In Totality, I’m back with my good friend, Preston Morrison, host of The Leader’s Cut podcast, for Part II of our conversation on walking the narrow path as a follower of Christ. If you thought Part I was powerful, you won’t want to miss this! We’re diving even deeper into what it means to fully live a life that reflects Christ—no matter the cost. We’ll talk about the challenges that come with obedience, and practical ways to stay committed to God’s Word. I hope this conversation encourages you to stay faithful, even when the journey feels challenging. Choosing God’s way leads to true purpose, peace, and life in Him. If you’ve ever wrestled with what it looks like to live set apart, this episode is for you! See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

In this week’s episode of In Totality, I’m joined by a very special guest, host of The Leader's Cut podcast, Preston Morrison! I’m so excited for you guys to listen in as we dive into what it really means to walk the narrow path as a follower of Christ. Choosing to live for God isn’t always easy — it requires our obedience, willingness to sacrifice, and a personal commitment to knowing His Word. Together, we’ll discuss how to stay rooted in truth when the world tries to pull you in different directions, and what it means to live your life as a daily sacrifice for the Lord. I pray this conversation encourages you to stay faithful, knowing that the narrow path — while challenging — leads to the fullness of life that only Jesus can give. If you’ve ever felt the tension of trying to honor God in a world that doesn’t always understand, this conversation is for you! See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

In this episode of In Totality, I share how stepping away from podcasting exposed where my trust in the Lord actually was… and where my pride had been hiding. I had to confront the uncomfortable reality that I was leaning more on my own strength than on God’s strength. Through fasting and prayer, seeking His face daily, and surrendering to His way, I learned that faith isn’t just believing in God—it’s trusting Him completely, with everything, even when it's hard to do. If you’ve ever struggled with self-reliance, or the fear of letting go of control, this episode is for you! See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

Welcome back to In Totality! Have you ever found yourself so caught up in the busyness of life that your time with the Lord becomes more about what you need from Him rather than just truly centering Him? That’s where I found myself at the end of last year, and I knew I needed to step away. In this episode, I’m sharing why I took time off from social media and the podcast, what God revealed to me through a week of prayer and fasting, and how He’s calling us to a daily dependence on Him. Fasting stretched me, refined me, and renewed my heart—and maybe it's something God is calling you to as well. What would it look like to truly depend on the Lord daily? Tune in and let’s talk all about it. See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

After taking time away to rest and seek the Lord, I’m coming back with a renewed heart, deeper conviction, and fresh perspective. This season of In Totality is all about the seriousness of our relationship with God—fully surrendering, completely dependent, wholly devoted (Romans 12). It hasn’t been easy, but God has been refining me so that what I pour out is pure. I pray this season edifies you as much as it has stretched me. Season 2 starts Tuesday, March 4th! See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

Join me, Megan Ashley As we gear up for a much-needed seasonal break, I wanted to leave you with something special—a Best Of episode showcasing the most impactful and encouraging moments from this season of In Totality. This year has been nothing short of phenomenal. We've had conversations that inspired, challenged, and uplifted us, featuring guests I deeply admire, love, and pray for. I’m so grateful to every single person who joined me on this journey and to each of you who continue to show unwavering support. While I take this time to rest and recharge, I hope this episode reminds you of the powerful stories and insights we’ve shared together. I’ll be back refreshed, filled, and ready to bring you more of what God is doing in and through me. Until then, enjoy the best of In Totality—you won’t want to miss these highlights! Some Episodes highlighted - 51. Discerning Truth (Ft. Philip Anthony Mitchell) - 52. Faith and Politics** (Ft. Justin E. Giboney) - 53. One Year of In Totality: Reflections & Gratitude - 54. Daddy God** (Ft. Toni Collier) - 50. Faith Through Affliction - 49. The Gift of Rejection (Ft. Nona Jones) - 48. Embracing Humility - 47. Being a Sanctuary (Ft. Pricelis Dominguez) - 44. Growing Through Faith (Ft. Dinorah Peña) - 46. Fight for Female (Ft. Lisa Bevere) - 39. Keys of Discernment (Ft. Jerry Flowers Jr.) -33. Fundamentals Of Faith (Ft. Dr Eric Mason) - 45. Spirit-Led Resilience - 42. Church Girl (Ft. Dr. Sarita T. Lyons) -21.Friendship, Faith & Forgiveness (Ft. Trinity Mitchell) -29 How To Tell The Truth (Ft. Preston Perry) - 27. Unwavering Faith Pt 1 (Ft. Jackie Hill Perry) Thanks to our Sponsors Laundry Sauce For 15% off your order, head to https://LaundrySauce.com/TOTALITY and use code TOTALITY. Upside Download the FREE Upside App and use promo code totality to get an extra 25 cents back for every gallon on your first tank of gas! https://apps.apple.com/us/app/upside-cash-back-gas-food/id1099997174 In Totality audience survey Go to https://GUM.FM/TOTALITY to fill out our audience survey. Connect with us: @immeganashley Website: https://www.themeganashley.com Call me at 265-792-8819 My Amazon Storefront:https://www.amazon.com/shop/immeganashley Youtube: In Totality In Totality with Megan Ashley Is edited and produced by Idea to Launch Podcasts Sign up for our PATREON for EXCLUSIVE access and additional:https://www.patreon.com/meganashley See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

What if recharging your spirit was as simple as stepping back? Join me, Megan Ashley As we prepare for a holiday break, I’m reflecting on the power of rest and a social media sabbatical—a step toward mental health and spiritual well-being. Through biblical teachings and Christ’s example, we explore the necessity of pause, reminding us that consistent podcasting since 2022 has only deepened my commitment to serving you. During this time, our Patreon community will stay active with Bible studies and exclusive content. This year, we've celebrated personal milestones like Jonah's baptism and finding a spiritual home at 2819 Church. These moments highlight that true success isn’t measured by numbers but by spiritual growth and meaningful connections. Let’s carry the gratitude of 2024 into 2025, renewing our commitment to faith, family, and the mission of spreading the gospel. Other topics you’ll hear -Spiritual growth -Mental health -Social media break -Personal milestones -Gratitude -Family -Spiritual well-being -Renewal -Balance -Holiday season -Meaningful conversations -Intimate relationship -Personal rejuvenation -Church community, -Challenges -Joy -Success -Making disciples -Purpose Thanks to our Sponsors Zocdoc Go to https://Zocdoc.com/TOTALITY and download the Zocdoc app for FREE. Then find and book a top-rated doctor today. Glorify Right now Glorify is offering you a free 14 day free trial when you visit https://glorify-app.com/totality right now to download the Glorify app. In Totality audience survey Go to https://GUM.FM/TOTALITY to fill out our audience survey. Connect with us: @immeganashley Website: https://www.themeganashley.com Call me at 265-792-8819 My Amazon Storefront:https://www.amazon.com/shop/immeganashley Youtube: In Totality In Totality with Megan Ashley Is edited and produced by Idea to Launch Podcasts Sign up for our PATREON for EXCLUSIVE access and additional:https://www.patreon.com/meganashley See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

Join me, Megan Ashley, for a closer exploration of spiritual highs and lows, inspired by transformative experiences from the Acts 2:42 Conference. Together, we’ll reflect on the joy of God’s presence, the challenges of feeling distant, and how the enemy sows doubt about His love. My hope is to offer encouragement for those facing spiritual struggles as we approach our holiday break We’ll unpack the spiritual battle between the accuser and the intercessor, exploring how the enemy uses our past to plant doubt, while scriptures like Hebrews 7:25 and the parable of the prodigal son remind us of our restored identity in Christ.Whether you’re new to faith or a seasoned believer, join me as we navigate spiritual dryness, embrace honesty, and stay anchored in God’s redemptive love. Other topics you’ll hear -Spiritual Struggles -Encouragement, -Spiritual Highs and Lows -Enemy's Accusations -Doubt, -God's Love -Identity -Transformation -Perception -Doing vs Being -Fatherly Love -John 3:1 -Honesty -Faith -Self-Awareness -Accountability -Steadfastness Thanks to our Sponsors Upside Download the FREE Upside App and use promo code totality to get an extra 25 cents back for every gallon on your first tank of gas! https://apps.apple.com/us/app/upside-cash-back-gas-food/id1099997174 Glorify Right now Glorify is offering you a free 14 day free trial when you visit https://glorify-app.com/totality right now to download the Glorify app. Uncommon Goods For thousands of unique gifts & 15% off your first order, visit https://UncommonGoods.com/totality Better Help Visit https://BetterHelp.com/TOTALITY today to get 10% off your first month. In Totality audience survey Go to https://GUM.FM/TOTALITY to fill out our audience survey. Connect with us: @immeganashley Website: https://www.themeganashley.com Call me at 265-792-8819 My Amazon Storefront:https://www.amazon.com/shop/immeganashley Youtube: In Totality In Totality with Megan Ashley Is edited and produced by Idea to Launch Podcasts Sign up for our PATREON for EXCLUSIVE access and additional:https://www.patreon.com/meganashley See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

Welcome back for Pt 2 Join me, Megan Ashley and my best friend, Jackie Hill Perry, As we share the journey of organizing a large-scale conference rooted in diversity and inclusivity. Inspired by the lack of representation at a past event, we felt called to create a space for spiritual enrichment for people like us. What started as a small retreat featuring speakers like Dr. Sarita Lyons and Dr. Eric Mason grew into a vision for an event welcoming up to 500 attendees. In this episode, we recount the challenges we faced—logistical hurdles, financial concerns, and personal trials like depression and self-doubt. With the support of sponsors and unwavering faith in God’s provision, we persevered through setbacks, growing as leaders along the way. Reflecting on moments of spiritual struggle and revelation, we discuss the profound impact of the Acts 242 conference, lessons in leadership, and the importance of community. We celebrate the volunteers and attendees who made it all possible and look forward to the future with hope and faith. Other topics you’ll hear -Inclusivity -Faith -Community Impact -Logistical Hurdles -Financial Strains -Divine Guidance -Mutual Trust -Resilience -Partnership Depression -Physical Ailments -Spiritual Warfare -Leadership Challenges -Unexpected Moments -Emotional Growth -Spiritual Growth -Perseverance -Unity, -Gratitude Thanks to our Sponsors Laundry Sauce For thousands of unique gifts & 15% off your first order, visit https://UncommonGoods.com/totality Bioma Enjoy Black Friday discounts with up to 60% off AND use code TOTALITY to get an extra 10% OFF Bioma - For You and Your Health! Connect with us: @immeganashley Website: https://www.themeganashley.com Call me at 265-792-8819 My Amazon Storefront:https://www.amazon.com/shop/immeganashley Youtube: In Totality In Totality with Megan Ashley Is edited and produced by Idea to Launch Podcasts Sign up for our PATREON for EXCLUSIVE access and additional:https://www.patreon.com/meganashley See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

What does it mean to find true freedom and balance in a world that constantly demands productivity? Join me, Megan Ashley and my best friend, Jackie Hill Perry, as we reflect on a whirlwind year that felt like a decade. Through laughter and exhaustion, we dive into the symbolic moments that defined our journey— Our conversation spans the highs and lows of the year, exploring the grace that sustains us through faith and the Holy Spirit. As 2024 winds down, we share how we’re preparing to move forward with renewed purpose. In a culture obsessed with achievements, we unpack the tension between constant busyness and the necessity of rest. Together, we discuss the importance of prioritizing mental and spiritual health, finding fulfillment in our souls, and cherishing family ties over material accomplishments. Grateful for friendships that uplift and sustain us, we also consider stepping back from the chaos of social media to protect our well-being. We recount our journey of friendship from initial skepticism to a deep, genuine bond, reflecting on the spiritual warfare we’ve faced and the foundation that has helped us overcome adversity. This conversation is a reminder of the power of silence, love, and resilience in the face of trials—drawing parallels to Christ’s sinless suffering and the growth that follows hardship. Tune in as we share candid thoughts on faith, friendship, and the transformative lessons this year has taught us. Other topics you will hear: -Friendship -Faith -Public Perception -Reflection -Success -Mental Health -Spiritual Health -Adversity -Growth -Authenticity -Ministry -Pressure -Criticism -Role Models -Christian Community -Redemption -Acts 242 -Transformative Potential Thanks to our Sponsors Zocdoc Go to https://Zocdoc.com/TOTALITY and download the Zocdoc app for FREE. Then find and book a top-rated doctor today. Uncommon Goods For thousands of unique gifts & 15% off your first order, visit https://UncommonGoods.com/totality Marley Spoon For up to 27 free meals, head to https://MarleySpoon.com/OFFER/totality and use code TOTALITY, so they know I sent you! Better Help Visit https://BetterHelp.com/TOTALITY today to get 10% off your first month. Connect with us: @immeganashley Website: https://www.themeganashley.com Call me at 265-792-8819 My Amazon Storefront:https://www.amazon.com/shop/immeganashley Youtube: In Totality In Totality with Megan Ashley Is edited and produced by Idea to Launch Podcasts Sign up for our PATREON for EXCLUSIVE access and additional:https://www.patreon.com/meganashley See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

Join me, Megan Ashley for a heartfelt and humorous conversation with Toni Collier founder of Broken Crayons Still Color as we dive into her journey of faith, healing, and redemption. We begin with the origin of "Daddy God," a phrase that brings warmth and laughter to her relationship with God, especially for those who've felt the absence of a father figure. Toni's story explores childhood trauma, personal growth, and the transformative power of faith. Through her candid reflections on overcoming adversity, navigating divorce, and finding love again, this episode offers hope, resilience, and the joy of discovering true worth in God’s unwavering love. Other topics you will hear: -Faith, -Identity -Spiritual Connection -Childhood Trauma -Redemption -Double Lives -Personal Growth -Family Wounds -Divine Encounters, -Insecurities -Self-Worth -Divorce -Parenting -Healing -Resilience -Transformation Thanks to our Sponsors Uncommon Goods For thousands of unique gifts & 15% off your first order, visit https://UncommonGoods.com/totality Glorify The Glorify app is free, and it’s easy to get started. Visit https://glorify-app.com/totality right now to download the Glorify app. Connect with us: @immeganashley Website: https://www.themeganashley.com Call me at 265-792-8819 My Amazon Storefront:https://www.amazon.com/shop/immeganashley Youtube: In Totality In Totality with Megan Ashley Is edited and produced by Idea to Launch Podcasts Sign up for our PATREON for EXCLUSIVE access and additional:https://www.patreon.com/meganashley See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

This week, we reach a huge milestone—Join me, Megan Ashley, as we celebrate the one-year anniversary of "In Totality" and explore the profound journey of faith and obedience that has guided our path. From overcoming initial fears and personal challenges to the incredible support from my dedicated team, Jay and Jordan, this episode serves as a heartfelt reflection of growth, gratitude, and unwavering faith. Experience the vibrant fellowship within our Patreon village, where behind-the-scenes insights and exclusive content from our recent Axe event bring us closer together in our mission-driven work. This episode is a testament to the transformative power of faith, the importance of divine direction, and the joy of witnessing lives change through community. I invite you to join us in celebrating this year of In Totality, offering journal prompts for introspection and encouraging you to deepen your connection with the Lord. Thank you for being an integral part of this journey; your support and patience have been invaluable. Other Topics You will Hear: -Faith -Obedience -Community - Divine Guidance -Transformative Power - Gospel -Spiritual Journey -Journal Prompts -Resilience -Growth -Mission-driven -Hope -Journey - Dependence -Confirmation -Biblical Narratives -Faithfulness Thanks to our Sponsors UPSIDE Download the FREE Upside App and use promo code totality to get an extra 25 cents back for every gallon on your first tank of gas! Laundry Sauce For 15% off your order, head to LaundrySauce.com/TOTALITY and use code TOTALITY. Bioma Health Use CODE TOTALITY and Get 10% OFF Bioma - For You and Your Health Connect with us: @immeganashley Website: https://www.themeganashley.com Call me at 265-792-8819 My Amazon Storefront:https://www.amazon.com/shop/immeganashley Youtube: In Totality In Totality with Megan Ashley Is edited and produced by Idea to Launch Podcasts Sign up for our PATREON for EXCLUSIVE access and additional:https://www.patreon.com/meganashley See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.