C.O.L.A Casualty of Love's Apologies
Cola Bennett
As I sit on the bus displayin my emotions to the public
I struggle hard tryna realize the true beauty and blessing that's been placed upon my body. A blender of emotions I lend to the sender who renders me incompetent; I cannot understand the complexities of this life. Struggling to be the depiction of someone's future wife.
That's the end goal right?
This book is the final light guiding through a path of mistrust, abandonment, and emotional abuse with forgiveness that ensues with the quest to piece together a soul colorfully containing peace, acceptance and love.
Cola embarks on a personal journey overcoming trauma, mental health battles and conflicts while growing personally and maturing into a woman who is resilient and ready to re enter and conquer the world. This book blends poetry and her narrative voice to share her story and inspire others to never give up and push through life's challenges.
Duration - 23h 44m.
Author - Cola Bennett.
Narrator - Cola Bennett.
Published Date - Monday, 08 January 2024.
Copyright - © 2018 Nicola Bennett ©.
Location:
United States
Description:
As I sit on the bus displayin my emotions to the public I struggle hard tryna realize the true beauty and blessing that's been placed upon my body. A blender of emotions I lend to the sender who renders me incompetent; I cannot understand the complexities of this life. Struggling to be the depiction of someone's future wife. That's the end goal right? This book is the final light guiding through a path of mistrust, abandonment, and emotional abuse with forgiveness that ensues with the quest to piece together a soul colorfully containing peace, acceptance and love. Cola embarks on a personal journey overcoming trauma, mental health battles and conflicts while growing personally and maturing into a woman who is resilient and ready to re enter and conquer the world. This book blends poetry and her narrative voice to share her story and inspire others to never give up and push through life's challenges. Duration - 23h 44m. Author - Cola Bennett. Narrator - Cola Bennett. Published Date - Monday, 08 January 2024. Copyright - © 2018 Nicola Bennett ©.
Language:
English
Opening Credits
Duration:00:00:09
Dedication
Duration:00:00:04
Thank You
Duration:00:00:35
Préface, solitaire
Duration:00:00:59
Author's notes
Duration:00:00:30
Part 1: Love Is Cold
Duration:00:00:26
Chapter 1: Cola
Duration:00:26:39
Poetic Interlude: Born
Duration:00:01:12
Chapter 2: Repercussion
Duration:00:11:41
Poetic Interlude: Stick & Stones
Duration:00:01:09
Chapter 3: The Aftermath
Duration:00:06:14
Chapter 4: Grade 9
Duration:00:16:20
Poetic Interlude: I've Never
Duration:00:02:09
Chapter 5: Kwasi
Duration:00:07:37
Chapter 6: Addicted
Duration:00:12:10
Chapter 7: Maxwell
Duration:00:04:54
Chapter 8: Kendrick
Duration:00:03:52
Chapter 9: Church Girl
Duration:00:03:54
Self Reflection
Duration:00:02:48
Chapter 10: Telephone Game
Duration:00:14:02
Chapter 11: Live Love Cry
Duration:00:05:10
Chapter 12: Cost
Duration:00:02:13
Chapter 13: No Air
Duration:00:06:46
Chapter 14: Exchange
Duration:00:05:28
Chapter 15: A Visit
Duration:00:01:48
Poetic Interlude: You Neva
Duration:00:01:18
Chapter 16: Grade 11
Duration:00:14:29
Chapter 17: Rumors and Truths
Duration:00:11:12
Poetic Interlude: Take Me as I Am
Duration:00:01:38
Chapter 18: March
Duration:00:07:35
Chapter 19: Romeo
Duration:00:05:42
Chapter 20: God's Helper
Duration:00:07:10
Poetic Interlude: Twinkle Twinkle
Duration:00:01:36
Chapter 21: Peace To My Storm
Duration:00:11:17
Chapter 22: Phone
Duration:00:08:44
Chapter 23
Duration:00:27:41
Poetic Interlude: Dear Dmd
Duration:00:01:23
Chapter 24: Confessions
Duration:00:16:19
Chapter 25 custody
Duration:00:08:27
Chapter 26: Mr Producer
Duration:00:09:01
Chapter 27: 3 Times A Charm
Duration:00:06:44
Poetic Interlude: Nocturne
Duration:00:04:06
Chapter 28: Home
Duration:00:06:59
Chapter 29: Therapy
Duration:00:04:11
Chapter 30: Let It Rain
Duration:00:13:05
Chapter 31: Change
Duration:00:04:49
Poetic Interlude: Cash Credit Soul
Duration:00:02:43
Chapter 32: Truth
Duration:00:12:17
Chapter 33: Love
Duration:00:04:38
Chapter 34: Hands
Duration:00:06:22
Chapter 35: Conflicted
Duration:00:10:37
Chapter 36: New Friends
Duration:00:03:23
Chapter 37: Choices
Duration:00:26:22
Chapter 38: Growth
Duration:00:09:38
Chapter 39: Caught Up
Duration:00:20:31
Chapter 40 take a stand
Duration:00:19:25
Part 2: Love Is Bold
Duration:00:00:16
Chapter 41: New Years
Duration:00:19:27
Chapter 42: Shift
Duration:00:11:51
Chapter 43: Soul
Duration:00:15:10
Poetic Interlude: Outside
Duration:00:01:52
Chapter 44: Snitch
Duration:00:52:02
Poetic Interlude: Aroma
Duration:00:01:24
Poetic Interlude: Ode To Clyde
Duration:00:01:23
Chapter 45: Ode To Clyde
Duration:00:54:47
Chapter 46: Miss Independent
Duration:00:24:51
Poetic Interlude: Royalty
Duration:00:02:08
Chapter 47: Just Right
Duration:00:43:44
Poetic Interlude: What Would They Say
Duration:00:03:28
Chapter 48: Journey
Duration:00:27:10
Poetic Interlude: Rainbow
Duration:00:02:56
Chapter 49: Summa Summa Tyme
Duration:00:18:14
Poetic Interlude: Relationship Rollercoaster
Duration:00:02:21
Chapter 50: Evol.ve
Duration:00:11:16
Chapter 51 educate
Duration:00:38:59
Poetic Interlude: Regrettably
Duration:00:02:30
Chapter 52: Need
Duration:00:07:33
Chapter 53: Dim Light
Duration:00:07:23
Chapter 54: Subway Love
Duration:00:11:05
Poetic Interlude: L O V E
Duration:00:03:05
Chapter 55: Circumstance
Duration:00:39:00
Chapter 56: Battles
Duration:01:05:59
Poetic Interlude: Man's Property
Duration:00:00:41
Chapter 57: Focus
Duration:00:36:14
Chapter 58: Family
Duration:00:47:55
Poetic Interlude: When I Think
Duration:00:02:05
Chapter 59: Fears
Duration:00:31:08
Chapter 60: Work
Duration:00:54:56
Part 3: Love Cannot Be Sold
Duration:00:00:12
Chapter 61: January
Duration:00:04:34
Chapter 62: February
Duration:00:29:00
Chapter 63: March
Duration:01:07:08
Chapter 64: April
Duration:00:29:14
Chapter 65: May
Duration:00:09:06
Chapter 66: June
Duration:00:05:28
Chapter 67: July
Duration:00:23:25
Chapter 68: August
Duration:00:47:20
Pi af ch 68
Duration:00:03:01
Chapter 69: Loss and Love
Duration:00:43:28
Chapter 70 restoration
Duration:00:17:39
Poetic Interlude: The Day I Died
Duration:00:02:59
Chapter 71: Constant
Duration:00:03:48
Poetic Interlude: Breathe
Duration:00:03:50
Chapter 72: Be Still
Duration:00:09:51
Poetic Interlude: Survivor's Guilt
Duration:00:05:15
Chapter 73: End To A Beautiful Beginning
Duration:00:06:01
Chapter 74: Who?
Duration:00:06:27
Poetic Interlude: When Is Love
Duration:00:01:49
Chapter 75: Memories
Duration:00:01:51
Poetic Interlude: I Had A Conversation
Duration:00:01:58
Chapter 76: Healing
Duration:00:06:33
Poetic Interlude: Purpose
Duration:00:02:41
Chapter 77: Live
Duration:00:01:29
Epilogue
Duration:00:04:24
Ending Remarks
Duration:00:01:24
Gentle invitation
Duration:00:00:54
Copy rights
Duration:00:01:30
Ending Credits
Duration:00:00:16