
The Sweet Pain of Being Alive
Ann Anderson Evans
In the highly anticipated sequel to her award-winning memoir, Daring to Date Again (She Writes Press, 2014), The Sweet Pain of Being Alive is the second in Ann Anderson Evans’s memoir trilogy. It follows her heartbreaking journey as she seeks to...
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United States
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In the highly anticipated sequel to her award-winning memoir, Daring to Date Again (She Writes Press, 2014), The Sweet Pain of Being Alive is the second in Ann Anderson Evans’s memoir trilogy. It follows her heartbreaking journey as she seeks to uncover why her beloved husband killed himself. As her agonizing search deepens, her views on gender, sex, marriage, right, wrong, good, and bad start to shift. “Ann Anderson Evans is a fearless, fierce, divine, and wise woman who has dared to take a huge bite from Eve’s apple and has the guts to share the insights, fights, and delights she has met head-on.” – M.J. McDermott, Emmy award-winning broadcaster. “This book reveals a widow’s gut-wrenching process of scrutiny. In the aftermath of her beloved’s suicide, Ann Anderson Evans asks the questions all suicide survivors must ask: Why? Was his life really so bad? How could I have saved him? Futilely searching for answers to this inexplicable tragedy, Ann has beautifully, painfully dissected her relationship, her husband’s life, and his enduring struggles with depression and transgenderism. Ann is left to find acceptance and peace on her own. This is compelling reading.” – Leslie Hilburn Fabian, Author of My Husband’s a Woman Now: A Shared Journey of Transition and Love. “‘People are not always, maybe not ever, what they seem,’ writes Ann Anderson Evans. She thought she knew her husband Terry. What she didn’t know – the secret he only partially shared and his anguish about not claiming his authentic self – led him to suicide. ‘This book is stark, unflinching, intensely personal, and powerfully written. I loved the book, and I’m grateful to Ann Anderson Evans for having the courage to write it.’” – Joan Price, author of Sex After Grief: Navigating Your Sexuality After Losing Your Beloved. Duration - 6h 6m. Author - Ann Anderson Evans. Narrator - Ann Anderson Evans. Published Date - Wednesday, 01 January 2025.
Language:
English
Opening Credits
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About the Author
Duration:00:01:29
Dedication
Duration:00:00:07
Foreword
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Chaper One: Terry Leaves
Duration:00:20:54
Chapter Two: Ann Meets Terry
Duration:00:11:07
Chapter Three: A Birthday Holiday
Duration:00:09:36
Chapter Four: Setting Up Shop
Duration:00:07:22
Chapter Five: The Loyal Troop
Duration:00:07:16
Chapter Six: The Past Intrudes
Duration:00:19:43
Chapter Seven: Austria
Duration:00:06:26
Chapter Eight: A Helluva Party
Duration:00:11:26
Chapter Nine: Hoboken
Duration:00:11:14
Chapter Ten: What About Dying?
Duration:00:03:42
Chaper Eleven: Stuff Under the Bed
Duration:00:09:27
Chapter Twelve: Bang in the Night
Duration:00:04:16
Chapter Thirteen: Weighty Problems
Duration:00:03:07
Chapter Fourteen: Whipping Boy
Duration:00:10:53
Chapter Fifteen: Halcyon Days
Duration:00:06:53
Chapter Sixteen: Hurricane Sandy
Duration:00:09:34
Chapter Seventeen: Escape to the Country
Duration:00:09:33
Chapter Eighteen: Lost and Gound
Duration:00:03:18
Chapter Nineteen: Kudos
Duration:00:06:34
Chapter Twenty: Kudos
Duration:00:05:32
Chapter Twenty One: Finding Paraside
Duration:00:09:23
Chapter Twenty Two: There's Married and There's Married
Duration:00:05:07
Chapter Twenty Three: Literary Adventures
Duration:00:04:39
Chapter Twenty Four: A Darker 2016
Duration:00:06:56
Chapter Twenty Five: Maryjane
Duration:00:04:48
Chapter Twenty Six: The Nurse
Duration:00:03:38
Chapter Twenty Seven: A Blow Out of Nowhere
Duration:00:20:39
Chapter Twenty Eight: Blah at Jean-Georges
Duration:00:05:59
Chapter Twenty Nine: Rumors and a Troll
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Chapter Thirty: Mistress Fong
Duration:00:06:07
Chaper Thirty One: Sea Ranch, Only Different
Duration:00:06:33
Chapter Thirty Two: Light and Heavy
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Chapter Thirty Three: A New York Idyll
Duration:00:04:39
Chapter Thirty Four: Hello Vermont
Duration:00:08:03
Chapter Thirty Five: A New Home
Duration:00:07:33
Chapter Thirty Six: Moving In
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Chapter Thirty Seven: Covid!!!!
Duration:00:07:07
Chapter Thirty Eight: Life Without Everything
Duration:00:03:56
Chapter Thirty Nine: A Trying Time
Duration:00:06:33
Chapter Forty: Spring in Vermont
Duration:00:07:11
Chapter Forty One: Shock and Confusion
Duration:00:06:00
Chapter Forty Two: Doing the Necessary
Duration:00:11:02
Chapter Forty Three: How to go On
Duration:00:02:40
Chapter Forty Four: The Life Behind the Ashes
Duration:00:10:43
Chapter Forty Five: what Memorial?
Duration:00:09:42
Chapter Forty Six: Epilogue
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Closing redits
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