Edge Game

1. Think about what you will be like over the next 10 years. Tell us about how you are similar and how you differ from your future self. Describe your future self as vividly as you can. 2. Imagine a typical day, five years in the future. Think about what it may be like, things you may do, places you may go, and people you may meet. How might you might feel about your day's experience? Describe your future day as vividly as you can. Include any specific details that come to mind. 3. Tell us about the career and/or your job you may have 10 years. How does that compare with what you hope and/or fear your career may be? 4. Think about your friendships and familial relationships over the next 10 years. How do you expect to feel in your future relationships? What about safe, supported, valued? What about afraid and/or like a burden? Do you feel your future friends and family will respect and be accepting of you? Why? What role will you play in these relationships? Describe your future relationships as vividly as you can. Tell us why you think your relationships will look this way. 5. Is there a community or communities (or group/organization of people) you see yourself being part of in the coming years? Tell us about the role or roles you may play. Will you feel like you belong to this group? What about you will add value to the group? Please describe this in as much detail as you can. 6. Think about what your personality will be like several years in the future. Tell us what you like and dislike about your future personality. Describe each trait clearly and explain why you like and/or dislike those traits in particular. 7. Think about some things you will do over the next 10 years. Think about your future accomplishments and/or hobbies. Tell us what you like and dislike about your future actions. Describe each clearly and explain why you like and dislike those actions in particular. 8. Think about what your beliefs and values will be like over the next 10 years. Tell us about how your current beliefs and values are similar and how they differ from your future self. 9. In general, how do you feel about your future self? Do you like who you expect yourself to be in the future? Why? How will you feel about yourself several years in the future from now? Please describe this in depth and explain why you think you will feel that way 10.How do you see your life overall 10 years in the future? What are your expectations and/or hopes for the future? Can you describe your future life? 11. What do you want to achieve in the next 10 years? Why? What are your major goals for the next 10 years of your life? Please describe them in detail and explain why you selected these. 12. Describe your ideal life in 10 years. Please explain this in depth and with details. 13. What do you think will be the biggest change or event in your life over the next 10 years? 14. Describe the life you fear you may have over the next 10 years. Please explain this in depth and with details 15. What do you think will be the biggest challenges to achieving your life goals over the next 10 years? Please describe them in detail and explain why these are your biggest challenges.

Question 1 Take a moment to think about recent experiences in your life. Then consider two of these experiences, one that shows your strengths and one that reveals your challenges. Take your time to think about these experiences. For each situation, describe what happened, your reaction, and what you discovered about yourself. Question 2 Take a moment to think about how well you understand your own reactions and feelings. Describe a recent situation where your response either made perfect sense to you or confused you. Did this experience teach you about yourself? Question 3 Take a moment to reflect on how your past experiences connect to who you are now. Think about challenges you've faced - what have these experiences taught you about yourself, others, or life? What patterns do you notice in how you've grown or changed? Choose specific examples that show how your past experiences connect to your present life and what you've learned from them. Question 4 Take a moment to explore how you understand the different parts of yourself. Think about aspects of yourself that seem to fit together well, and parts that might conflict or feel contradictory. For each, give specific examples of how these parts show up in your life. How do you make sense of these different aspects of yourself? What helps you understand yourself better? Question 5 Take a moment to think about your relationships. Choose two specific relationships and describe what they're like. How connected do you feel in these relationships? What makes you feel most connected to these people, and what makes connection challenging? How have these relationships changed over time? Remember to explain your thoughts in detail. Question 6 Think about how people respond to your feelings, joy or pain. Do people in your life show they care? When they do or don't, how does this affect you? Think about times when care felt deeply real to you, and times when it felt superficial. For each example, describe the situation in detail - what happened, what made it feel genuine or not, how it affected you. What have you learned about what makes care feel real? How does experiencing genuine care affect your life? Question 7 To what degree do you feel seen, valued and respected for who you are? If you can, describe experiences where you've felt any or all of those. When was this? Who was it with? What was the full experience like for you? Did you feel the same way about them? If you rarely experience this, what do you think might be the underlying reasons? Question 8 Take a moment to reflect on how you feel about yourself right now. Overall, do you like who you are? Choose one or two specific situations from recent weeks that relate to these feelings. For each situation, describe what happened and how it affected your view of yourself. Try to explain both what you feel about yourself and why you feel this way. Question 9 Spend a minute thinking about how you became who you are today. What aspects of yourself make you feel proud or satisfied? What do you want to change about yourself? Give specific examples for how they came up recently. Question 10 How much control do you feel you have over your life and your story? Describe situations where you've felt in control of your story versus times when you haven't. What specific qualities, factors or skills help you feel more or less empowered? Question 11 To what degree do you trust yourself? When do you find it easy or difficult to trust your own judgment? Give examples. Remember to explain your thoughts in detail Question 12 It can be very challenging to forgive yourself for errors you have made. Think about if and when you are able to forgive yourself and make peace with past actions and experiences. Describe specific situations where you’ve faced the challenge of forgiving yourself. Were you successful? What helped or got in the way of self-forgiveness? Question 13 Take a moment to think about meaning in your life. First, share what,...

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Guilt trips triggered by tickling and choking, reactivations, MEPS, Call of Duty Enlistment lounge, Dr. Marc pittman, Rush Limbaugh, Clintons, Ben carson, Costco membership, Near death chicken bake experience, Superbowl opening day, Watching old home movies, seeing your parents pain, watching your mom vlog, Sam Hyde show, Dominican Republic with filipinos, All-inclusive resorts, A return to antinatalism, from a Buddhist Taoist perspective, Using my ancestrydna results to prove that I'm 20% nazi, mardi gras, new orleans Having severe moments of paranoia that I am going crazy or that I've been crazy and locked up in the hospital and that everyone in my life is a psych nurse or a doctor. Thinking about phuong. Someone who had a lot of her shit together for the first 40 years of her life and just suddenly couldn't function anymore. That her brain suddenly decided it wasn't worth running from death anymore. Like I keep thinking I'm dying and all of this is some delusion in my head, keeping me peaceful and content. the ultimate cope

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Japan is so cool that I've decided to enlist I got a testicle massage and it was amazing (not sexual) There's a type of massage called "Japkasai" which is a THERAPEUTIC massage where a woman massages your groin, inner thighs, "taint", and of course, testicles. It was 14,000 yen for a 60 minute testicle massage. Here's the process. Arrive, take shower, 20 minutes spent massaging groin, taint, inner thighs, then 40 minutes of pinching and rubbing and massaging testicles and pushing energy up the shaft. To be clear again, this is NOT sexual, although she sometimes does rub your penis in order to move the energy from the testicles up the shaft. The first half is extremely painful. You know how there are knots in your legs, backs, etc when you haven't gotten a proper massage in a while? Well imagine your groin, which has probably never gotten a deep tissue massage, ever. There were actually knots in my groin area that she broke up with powerful rubbing and it almost made me cry out in pain. She broke through the knots and then moved to the ball sack. The balls massage is actually somewhat pleasurable. She's basically just massaging and kneading your balls and getting the blood to flow for 40 minutes, it doesn't really hurt that much. The results were astounding. After I got home and relaxed a bit, I checked my balls and noticed that they had increased in size by nearly 50%. They weren't in pain or swollen, I think it's just blood flow that has been improved. Also, I woke up with a RAGING erection this morning, felt like I was 15 again (I'm 32). I highly recommend this vitalizing therapy to people. The funniest part is that I told my girlfriend (who still lives in America but is planning to join me soon) that I was thinking about getting a ball massage and she thought it was hilarious. When I told her I actually got one, she was kind of shocked that I actually got it but laughed when I told her about the experience. Then at night, she randomly called me and said she was ultra pissed that I allowed another woman to touch me and see me naked... despite me telling her over and over again that the woman is sixty years old and that this is not a sexual massage. Women, lol. In Japan 🇯🇵 , heart surgeon ❤️👨‍⚕️ . Number one 😭☝️ . Steady hand😳✋️. One day, Yakuza boss 🙇🏻need 🆕 heart💘. I do operation🔪⚔️. But, mistake😱! Yakuza boss die😵😪! Yakuza very mad👿. I hide🙈 in fishing boat🐟🚣🏻‍♀️, come to America🎇🎊🇺🇸. No english🤐, no food😩, no money📉🚫💲. Darryl 👨🏿give me job🙌👨🏻‍💼. Now I have house🏡, American car 🚗 , and new woman 🆕👱🏻‍♀️. Darryl 👨🏿save life⛑. My big secret🙊: I kill ☠️yakuza boss on purpose😈. I good 👍surgeon. The best👌💯!

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07 September 2024 What do you ACTUALLY do? In what way do most people fail you? What, through repetition, have you mastered? Who made you jealous? What do you usually hesitate to discuss with other people? Tell me a hard luck story that later strengthened you? What is your problem? What do you wish would happen? Is life easy or hard, and what gave you that opinion? What has the opposite sex tattooed into your brain? What one thing about you cannot be copied? When did you get better, and who helped you get there? What is it about you that sometimes pushes others away? Which dark chapter of your life pushed you to innovate or adapt? What does self-love look like in your life? Who or what is thy enemy? Who's the bigger asshole: Mom or Dad? Why? Who, from your life, would be easier to illustrate as a comic book character and why? Describe a colorful object or smell that still haunts you years later. When was a time you knew you were loved? How do you constructively express your pain to others? In what area do you fully believe in your own talents? (Completely unshakeable!) What is the least sexual, sensual experience you've had? Tell me about a time you defended your soul against a superior foe. What is something you believe so firmly, it is basically your own religion? What did you love as a kid, and then abandon, and then return to later in life?

1. Taylor Swift

August 22 2024 All filipinos and italians are officially pardoned. thank you

August 2nd 2024 Did a lil crying and reflecting on the last couple months before reuniting with familia. Failure and mushrooms as usual. Cathartic? Who can really say

This is my personal experience with LaWayra Ayahuasca Retreat in Colombia. This is by no means a comprehensive review or analysis; it is just a free-flowing recollection of thoughts and emotions I experienced before, during, and after the retreat. This was recorded only two weeks after my last ceremony on May 19th 2024, so it's not nearly as insightful or organized as it could be. I mostly wanted to document my current state of mind; I wanted to try to visually and auditorily capture this kind of deeper emotional buzz/connection that I cannot confidently express through words alone. This is not an incentivized or paid review; I am not affiliated with LaWayra in any way aside from being a recent patient/client. I just wanted to share my experience to help me contextualize and integrate some of these experiences, and hopefully to help others understand Ayahuasca and its incredible healing potential. Contact: If you have any questions or would like to discuss LaWayra, my experiences, or ayahuasca in general, please feel free to reach out. help@goodluckgabe.life Instagram @_goodluck_gabe_2024_ You can also reach out to LaWayra directly. LaWayra's founder, Sam Believ, also hosts his own podcast called Ayahuasca Podcast. https://ayahuascaincolombia.com/ https://ayahuascapodcast.com/ admin@lawayra.com sam@lawayra.com Instagram @lawayra_ayahuasca Whatsapp +573508449074 Short Review: I have suffered from deep emotional trauma and depression since childhood. I was living a miserable life well into adulthood, and I had pushed away many of my friends and loved ones as a result of my inability to cope. I was initially skeptical of ayahuasca's use as medicine, but I had reached a point of desperation where no combination of talk therapy, pharmaceutical treatment, or other alternative intervention seemed to have any lasting effect on my fundamental outlooks on life, love, spirituality, and family. I came to LaWayra in need of great help, and I received it plus so much more. The staff are extremely professional, kind, caring, patient, and attentive to all of your needs. The environment is beautiful, peaceful, safe, and natural. The food is delicious and nourishing. I was able to share many incredible moments with people from all over the world. I had never been able to fully trust myself or others as a result of my trauma, but by the end of my week-long retreat at LaWayra, I had achieved a deep sense of trust in myself, my peers, and my community. I was able to finally let go of the bitterness, anger, and resentment that had burdened me for so long. I have never cried so hard or laughed so much. I have never felt so free. If you are looking for deep healing that is relatively affordable, please strongly consider coming to Lawayra. You will not regret it. Thank you so much to everyone at LaWayra; I am eternally grateful. Timestamps: 00:00:00 Intro 00:02:00 Logistics 00:03:15 Too Long Didn't Listen Review 00:05:30 About Geraldo + Edge Game podcast 00:07:30 Foreigners flocking to Colombia 00:10:00 Preparing for the retreat (dieta, restrictions, contraindications) 00:20:00 Flying into Medellin, first impressions 00:25:00 The rest, I don't feel like timestamping right now lol

Psychedelic ska band called AyahuaSKA Recorded on May 12 2024, about 5 hours before leaving for my trip to Colombia for LaWayra Ayahuasca Retreat

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