
And Marvel
Cathleen Davies
Death is hard. It’s as inevitable as manipulation and misogyny; as inevitable as love, conflict, insanity, sleep-deprivation, and broken hearts. It’s coming. It’s here.
On the 28th April 2018, a young poet called Dan “DC” Collins was found dead in the woodlands by his home in Birmingham. He’d taken his own life. This was done, at least in part, because I had made the incredibly selfish decision to stop being his girlfriend. This decision would go on to affect the rest of my adult life.
I decided to escape from this reality by moving away to Basque Country, hoping to Eat, Pray, Love my way out of the survivor’s guilt and PTSD. This did not work. Instead, I had a nervous breakdown. Away from all the people who loved me, un-medicated, and isolated in a country where I didn’t speak the language, I managed to incredibly successfully push myself over the edge. It was a bad decision. I did however, manage to keep a diary of this inevitable mental decline. That diary is And Marvel.
I wanted to show this reality from the perspective of a flawed, grieving person. I wanted, most importantly, to keep DC alive in the only way I could.
This book contains candid discussions of suicide and the ways the world holds women responsible for the actions of their partners.
Duration - 3h 9m.
Author - Cathleen Davies.
Narrator - RJ Burns.
Published Date - Thursday, 25 January 2024.
Copyright - © 2023 Cathleen Davies ©.
Location:
United States
Networks:
Cathleen Davies
RJ Burns
Tales for Well-Dressed Cynics and Optimistic Ragam
4 Horsemen Publications
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Description:
Death is hard. It’s as inevitable as manipulation and misogyny; as inevitable as love, conflict, insanity, sleep-deprivation, and broken hearts. It’s coming. It’s here. On the 28th April 2018, a young poet called Dan “DC” Collins was found dead in the woodlands by his home in Birmingham. He’d taken his own life. This was done, at least in part, because I had made the incredibly selfish decision to stop being his girlfriend. This decision would go on to affect the rest of my adult life. I decided to escape from this reality by moving away to Basque Country, hoping to Eat, Pray, Love my way out of the survivor’s guilt and PTSD. This did not work. Instead, I had a nervous breakdown. Away from all the people who loved me, un-medicated, and isolated in a country where I didn’t speak the language, I managed to incredibly successfully push myself over the edge. It was a bad decision. I did however, manage to keep a diary of this inevitable mental decline. That diary is And Marvel. I wanted to show this reality from the perspective of a flawed, grieving person. I wanted, most importantly, to keep DC alive in the only way I could. This book contains candid discussions of suicide and the ways the world holds women responsible for the actions of their partners. Duration - 3h 9m. Author - Cathleen Davies. Narrator - RJ Burns. Published Date - Thursday, 25 January 2024. Copyright - © 2023 Cathleen Davies ©.
Language:
English
Opening Credits
Duración:00:00:21
Dedication
Duración:00:00:06
Acknowledgments
Duración:00:04:34
Introduction
Duración:00:08:55
Cathy, The Final Poem By DC Collins
Duración:00:00:27
Opportunity
Duración:00:00:47
Delusional Conversation #1
Duración:00:06:45
Coping
Duración:00:01:52
Delusional Conversation #2
Duración:00:07:55
Delusional Conversation #3
Duración:00:11:38
Mug Shatters
Duración:00:01:01
Delusional Conversation #4
Duración:00:09:10
The Issue with Delusional Conversations
Duración:00:04:13
Good, Well Done
Duración:00:00:46
Kill Your Darlings
Duración:00:08:14
Apples
Duración:00:01:23
The Anchor
Duración:00:05:57
Dwelling
Duración:00:00:20
Funeral Fantasies
Duración:00:04:03
A Moment of Hope
Duración:00:07:30
An Epiphany
Duración:00:05:43
Delusional Conversation #5
Duración:00:03:09
More Delusional Conversations
Duración:00:13:50
The Jinx
Duración:00:05:45
A Note of Unsolicited Advice
Duración:00:08:35
New Love
Duración:00:08:15
Some Causes for Concern
Duración:00:02:54
Dan Collins Could Have Written This Better
Duración:00:01:04
The Ceremony Theory
Duración:00:08:17
Bone Mother
Duración:00:03:09
To The Girl
Duración:00:02:38
Delusional Conversation #6
Duración:00:04:41
A Delusional Conversation with God
Duración:00:06:26
The End of Incredibly Short Lived Disappointing New Love
Duración:00:06:18
Time
Duración:00:08:58
Important Clarity
Duración:00:03:40
White Butterflies
Duración:00:04:12
Why This Whole Nonsense Mattered
Duración:00:02:30
Blurb
Duración:00:01:33
Book Club Questions
Duración:00:01:45
Author Bio
Duración:00:00:21
Ending Credits
Duración:00:00:18