
Hating To Love My Life
Courtlin D. Fields
The first of five planned volumes of poetry, The Chapbook 1 speaks of suicide, love, breakups, the loss of a child, and the loss of a parent. However, Courtlin found a way to turn these darkest memories and feelings into something positive.
As a man, it is hard to express your feelings. Then, to be a Black man adds another layer. To be a light-skinned Black man, there is trouble in those waters too.
This is not a book to tell you how to live your life. This is not a book to tell you how to make millions. This is a book of poetry to let you know that you are not alone. Every expressed emotion is real. Every poem means something personal. Hopefully, sharing my poems with you will inspire some degree in knowing no matter your skin color.
Duration - 53m.
Author - Courtlin D. Fields.
Narrator - Courtlin D. Fields.
Published Date - Sunday, 21 January 2024.
Copyright - © 2022 Courtlin D. Fields ©.
Location:
United States
Networks:
Courtlin D. Fields
Hating To Love My Life
Gatekeeper Press
English Audiobooks
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Description:
The first of five planned volumes of poetry, The Chapbook 1 speaks of suicide, love, breakups, the loss of a child, and the loss of a parent. However, Courtlin found a way to turn these darkest memories and feelings into something positive. As a man, it is hard to express your feelings. Then, to be a Black man adds another layer. To be a light-skinned Black man, there is trouble in those waters too. This is not a book to tell you how to live your life. This is not a book to tell you how to make millions. This is a book of poetry to let you know that you are not alone. Every expressed emotion is real. Every poem means something personal. Hopefully, sharing my poems with you will inspire some degree in knowing no matter your skin color. Duration - 53m. Author - Courtlin D. Fields. Narrator - Courtlin D. Fields. Published Date - Sunday, 21 January 2024. Copyright - © 2022 Courtlin D. Fields ©.
Language:
English
Opening Credits
Duración:00:00:10
My mission statement
Duración:00:01:03
Resilience part 1
Duración:00:04:31
Resilience part 2
Duración:00:02:16
Self-encouragement
Duración:00:02:24
I AM
Duración:00:01:06
Not mean to be
Duración:00:01:34
Body of prayer
Duración:00:01:44
Cant find love
Duración:00:02:14
The last time
Duración:00:02:25
Not enough
Duración:00:01:03
Lost playing games
Duración:00:02:42
Confusing confession
Duración:00:03:14
Not my home
Duración:00:03:42
Knowing you had gone
Duración:00:04:18
Pause
Duración:00:02:19
On purpose
Duración:00:02:56
Thouhgts getting in the way
Duración:00:02:12
Blackness
Duración:00:01:43
Lightskin
Duración:00:02:55
Surviving
Duración:00:01:57
Fighting for my life
Duración:00:01:58
Season heart bullshit
Duración:00:03:03
Ending Credits
Duración:00:00:23