Joan of Heart

Hello All, I’m really not sure what to share. Please listen from the space of what is similar. This is definitely a present moment in time that is captured. This really is a new paradigm and what a beautiful experience it is for me as well as for you! That’s what makes it so beautiful, Nikki Get bonus content on Patreon Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Hello All, For those of us that celebrate during this holiday season, yay. However, for the inner world, it is simply another day. NMW, Incrementalism, giving myself lots of space to notice, grieve, expand and experience love. Happy Holidays! Stay Safe. Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start with this book. Listen 1 hour a day until you’ve finished the book) The Power of Now (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Transcending The Ego (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Signs (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Get bonus content on Patreon Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Hello All, No matter what you celebrate, make it a great one! Please know you are not alone should you be moving through it. We are here, we have moved through some stuff ourselves. We know what that can be like, to move through the eye of a needle. We ALSO know what is on the other side! The freedom. Never give up till the miracle happens, so wait for it, wait for it. This toooo shall pass. It is a miracle I am alive, typing this for you and free. I like to say “I’m nobody yet I’m everybody” so if I made it! You will tooo. Infinite Love has your back and in that you can trust. Keep prap-ticing, prap-ticing. You’ve got this! Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start with this book. Listen 1 hour a day until you’ve finished the book) The Power of Now (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Transcending The Ego (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Signs (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Get bonus content on Patreon Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Hello to you all, This is an ongoing way of life. You are always noticing. This is the opportunity... To be able to live life in the present with all that comes along with it. Being able to care for your family, love them, take them to Dr. appts AND still be less reactive! That is a miracle! Keep it simple! Keep prap-ticing, prap-ticing. And BTW... I’m having very beautiful, love filled holidays and I send the same to you all! Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start with this book. Listen 1 hour a day until you’ve finished the book) The Power of Now (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Transcending The Ego (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Signs (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Get bonus content on Patreon Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Getting closer and closer to Christmas. In reality, it is just the now. There is a tradition that we can follow or not. Our choice. Just always know you are not alone. We are here. Those of us who have walk through the eye of a needle and have experienced more than we could have imagined. We say to you... Hang on till the miracle happens. It will! Wait for it, wait for it. Breathe A LOTTTTTTT should you have to. You are doing great! For everyone else... Enjoy your family. Appreciate the love being freely given, and share the yum you feel inside. (the incident I speak of is the day the guy popped me in the face) Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start with this book. Listen 1 hour a day until you’ve finished the book) The Power of Now (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Transcending The Ego (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Signs (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Get bonus content on Patreon Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Hello All, We are moving into Christmas and New Year, as well as other holidays like Hanukkah and many others I don’t know about. However the point of this podcast is so that you know you are not alone! This is your space to be you. You are a Spark of Infinite Love. I know what it feels like to be in the mind, feel alone, sad, hopeless, unlovable, want to commit suicide, not want to wake up again to the same f’ing life, day in day out. Don’t give up till the miracle happens! My Loves, if I am here alive, you too can have a life! Not only a life! You can have a life only you could have imagined. As you are living that said life, you will not even have a thought about all the butt hurt you are moving through now. Keep prap-ticing, prop-ticing, prop-ticing! Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start with this book. Listen 1 hour a day until you’ve finished the book) The Power of Now (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Transcending The Ego (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Signs (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Get bonus content on Patreon Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Hello Everyone, We are approaching the New Year. What do you do heading into the New Year? What shows up for me is to clean house. And so I find myself in the cleaning mode. Internally that is. I learned very early in life, that it was important to take a fearless and moral inventory of myself. That seems to happen for me during the last quarter of the year. I don’t even think about it, it just happens. It keeps my inner world crisp and responsive. When something is out of wack, I know it and I take care of it right away. How about you? You are now! Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start with this book. Listen 1 hour a day until you’ve finished the book) The Power of Now (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Transcending The Ego (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Signs (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Get bonus content on Patreon Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Everyday brings it’s own.... So you know, even through I move through the spaces in my inner world. I still take the next appropriate action and leave the results up to Infinite Love. Even more when it is something my mind wants to participate with. I use one liners through that bombardment. Then I can relax and wait for it, wait for it. It works, if you work it. Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start with this book. Listen 1 hour a day until you’ve finished the book) The Power of Now (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Transcending The Ego (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Signs (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Get bonus content on Patreon Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Like I say “One day at a time, one step at a time” This happened and in a second, one I wasn’t looking for, things went south. Lots of energy then collapse. Pretty par for the experience. Today in my life I don’t have to let this go. I can stand up and be seen and heard. And even do it with out MW Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start with this book. Listen 1 hour a day until you’ve finished the book) The Power of Now (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Transcending The Ego (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Signs (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Get bonus content on Patreon Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Sending lots of good Christmas juju to you all! Should you happen to not celebrate Christmas then have happy holidays,share lots of love and notice, notice. Tomorrow I expand on part 2 of our 3 part podcast. Keep putting one foot in front of the other, always. Keep it simple for your inner world! Have a great day Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start with this book. Listen 1 hour a day until you’ve finished the book) The Power of Now (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Transcending The Ego (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Signs (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Get bonus content on Patreon Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Hello Everybody! Here is a little deeper cut at Incrementalism, H.A.L.T, and more. Life is always one day at a time, now. As Eckhart says “have you ever done anything outside the now?" All of it is done gradually with intention. All while noticing. Simple yet not easy. Prap-tice, prap-tice Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start with this book. Listen 1 hour a day until you’ve finished the book) The Power of Now (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Transcending The Ego (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Signs (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Get bonus content on Patreon Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Hi All, This is the last part of the 30 minute share that came out the other day. Too long for sure. lol Tomorrow I will recap some of what I shared. I’m delving a little deeper into the space being created. We are soon to have an interview. I love the interviews, all in the moment. Eckhart says when you are exchanging vital energies, that Presence is Present. I know it sounds different. Yet, since you are the essence of Presence, when you step out of your mind, then what is there is you, Authentic Presence, present. Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start with this book. Listen 1 hour a day until you’ve finished the book) The Power of Now (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Transcending The Ego (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Signs (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Get bonus content on Patreon Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Hello All, This podcast starts where I left off yesterday. This is going to be another podcast. I will expand on what I share. For example, the safe space is this podcast and you. You are the safe, quiet space, the inner world. How did I not make it “mean something”. I will go deeper into that. I speak the way I do so that the mind is not what gets engaged. How did I allow the power of the grief and the blessings? I feel the spirit move me. Our essence, I will expand on that as well. Then there is the pattern that got engraved into our reactiveness. This program is an opportunity to empower yourself. So let’s keep “being out of our minds" These first 2 years are all about repetition, stoping the insanity, and you can’t do that if you are oblivious to what is happening. Now as we move over to Patreon we can go much deeper, we can interact which will provide a whole different interaction between us. There will be energy, it will be real, and that is when Presence is present. I am pointing to that now that you have the basics. Let’s disappear, naturally, all the caca and integrate into the Spark of Infinite Love we are!!! Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start with this book. Listen 1 hour a day until you’ve finished the book) The Power of Now (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Transcending The Ego (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Signs (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Get bonus content on Patreon Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Hello, Todays share kept going and going. I just made the choice to give it to you in three parts. Unless of course I find, as I edit, that it isn’t a 3 part podcast. We are taking it one day at a time. Tomorrow as I edit will be the tell tale sign of what direction this will go. Tired and ready to relax. My home is clean and the Christmas tree is up. Have a great one Everyone! Enjoy! Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start with this book. Listen 1 hour a day until you’ve finished the book) The Power of Now (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Transcending The Ego (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Signs (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Get bonus content on Patreon Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Hi Everyone, There was a time when I landed in AA that I had to come clean with myself. I was going to do this sobriety thing, or not. When I began to look at how my life was going, I had to say to myself, SELF! You are going to die if you don’t take a different action. I HAD to take new actions. No other choice for me, I was dying inside, a million times over. I was willing to do ANYTHING! I wish that for you too. That you are willing to do anything to alter your state of mind. That you are able to rise above the mind. That you master your mind and that it doesn’t continue to master you. Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start with this book. Listen 1 hour a day until you’ve finished the book) The Power of Now (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Transcending The Ego (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Signs (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Get bonus content on Patreon Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Okay, We are moving forward. That is all there ever is to do. As we move into 2023 we have a 90 Days To The Heart Of The Matter program coming up. I will be posting the presentation video up here for you to watch and it will assist us in our transition over to Patreon. At Patreon we can get deeper into the teachings. Deeper into our connection with Infinite Love. I’m very excited for our journey ahead, with no attachments to the outcome! Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start with this book. Listen 1 hour a day until you’ve finished the book) The Power of Now (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Transcending The Ego (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Signs (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Get bonus content on Patreon Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Hello Everyone, This is short and sweet... It really is all about allowing Infinite Love, the Universe, God, Buddha, Allah, whatever you call Love. To allow that source to guide us, to put all faith into the ONE, Infinite Love. Are you willing to be willing? Cuz it is happening anyway! Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start with this book. Listen 1 hour a day until you’ve finished the book) The Power of Now (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Transcending The Ego (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Signs (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Get bonus content on Patreon Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Hi! I only thought I had an interview today for you. Oh, well. The best laid plans. Enjoy it anyway... Let’s see what tomorrow brings. Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start with this book. Listen 1 hour a day until you’ve finished the book) The Power of Now (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Transcending The Ego (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Signs (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Get bonus content on Patreon Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Hello Everyone, I’m beginning to feel like a person again. I will do my very best to post a podcast everyday to the end of the year! We will be moving the podcast over to Patreon in Jan. That is our “Pay It Forward” ask we have of you. We will continue the conversation there, where we can go a little deep. Now that we have the basics out of the way, we can start cutting out/distinguishing the mind from the inner world more deeply. Cut out the story and simply get right to it. There, at Patreon, we will have a membership fee of $20. This $20 will go towards providing scholarships for those that would like to expand, heal, serve. We are creating a community of people that would move heaven and earth for the opportunity to make a difference for others. We know what it is like to FEEL alone. You are not. There are “others" that are interested in having an authentic, free to be life. Fully self-expressed. And we are at this point moving through all of this together. I’m very excited since Infinite Love is guiding all of it! In that I trust! Love has NEVER let me down. Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start with this book. Listen 1 hour a day until you’ve finished the book) The Power of Now (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Transcending The Ego (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Signs (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Get bonus content on Patreon Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Hello All, This is an example of asking. Then “wait for it, wait for it” and getting the answer. Now what you do with it is on you. Like you will hear, in this podcast, I did my thing. All we do will always be for our greatest good. Trusting Infinite Love through it all is the key to the peace that passes all understanding. Have a great day! Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start with this book. Listen 1 hour a day until you’ve finished the book) The Power of Now (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Transcending The Ego (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Signs (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Get bonus content on Patreon Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.