Best Life After
Correen Hardin
Jehovah’s Witnesses promised me they could offer the best life ever.
A life where every question had an answer. Every pain had a purpose. Every flaw had a fix.
They told me that if I stayed faithful, followed the rules, suppressed my doubts, and...
Premium Chapters
Premium
Opening Credits
1/17/2025
Prologue
1/17/2025
Part 1: The Making of a Believer/Chapter 1: Before I Believed
1/17/2025
Little Girl
1/17/2025
Stolen Tears
1/17/2025
Pit
1/17/2025
Cry
1/17/2025
Where I Am
1/17/2025
Chapter 2: The Emptiness of Enough
1/17/2025
Part 2: Saltwater Salvation/Chapter 3: Drinking the Sea
1/17/2025
Hope in the Stormy Sea
1/17/2025
Chapter 4: When the Storm Cleared
1/17/2025
Part 3: A Quiet Unraveling/Chapter 5: The Medicine for Madness
1/17/2025
Chapter 6: Freedom at What Cost?
1/17/2025
Excuse Me Lord
1/17/2025
Imagine
1/17/2025
Jesus' Sacrifice is Free
1/17/2025
Here I Am
1/17/2025
Is This the Way?
1/17/2025
It Seems So Easy
1/17/2025
Poem of the Seeds
1/17/2025
I Love You
1/17/2025
Worth
1/17/2025
Spear
1/17/2025
I Beg You
1/17/2025
Part 4: Self-Gaslighting Gospel/Chapter 7: Secret Santa
1/17/2025
Apostate
1/17/2025
What If
1/17/2025
I Can't See
1/17/2025
Not Sure
1/17/2025
Is It Me?
1/17/2025
Part 5: Reflections on Righteous Corrections/Chapter 8: Making Satan Smile
1/17/2025
Hey, You There
1/17/2025
Inherently Sinful
1/17/2025
Precious Child, Die
1/17/2025
You, I Can Do Without
1/17/2025
He Picked Up Too Much
1/17/2025
I Thought He Died For Me
1/17/2025
If I Can, Can You?
1/17/2025
Mercy
1/17/2025
I Don't Know
1/17/2025
Part 6: Holy Burnout/Chapter 9: Dark Angel
1/17/2025
Fighting Pits
1/17/2025
Shadow of a Man
1/17/2025
Daddy
1/17/2025
Seven Year Sacrifice
1/17/2025
Reputation
1/17/2025
Love Bombed by God
1/17/2025
Muted Music
1/17/2025
Part 7: Ashes After Amen/Chapter 10: Disillusioned Daughter
1/17/2025
Tyrannical Love
1/17/2025
Why
1/17/2025
Sacred Break Up
1/17/2025
How Dare I Love Myself
1/17/2025
Divorcing the Divine
1/17/2025
Unanswered Prayer
1/17/2025
Jehovah, Jekyll, and Hyde
1/17/2025
Successful Failure
1/17/2025
They Weren't There
1/17/2025
Numb
1/17/2025
Hurt
1/17/2025
Part 8: The Exit Wound/Chapter 11: Generational Trauma
1/17/2025
Chapter 12: My Protector Turned Prisoner
1/17/2025
Grandma
1/17/2025
Hope and Smoke
1/17/2025
Stages of Deconstruction
1/17/2025
No Easy Task
1/17/2025
Sister
1/17/2025
Hope
1/17/2025
Enough
1/17/2025
Abyss
1/17/2025
Rabbit Hole
1/17/2025
Chapter 13: The Cost of Breaking Cycles
1/17/2025
Part 9: Spiritual Freefall/Chapter 14: Disfellowshipped and Disillusioned
1/17/2025
Chapter 15: Spiritual Skydiving Without a Parachute
1/17/2025
How Can I Tell
1/17/2025
Outsider
1/17/2025
They
1/17/2025
Plaything
1/17/2025
We're Stories
1/17/2025
Entertainment
1/17/2025
Puppet
1/17/2025
Send Me
1/17/2025
Not Everyone
1/17/2025
Spiritual Awakening
1/17/2025
Coping Mechanism
1/17/2025
Fucking Over It
1/17/2025
Part 10: Birth of Self Worth/Chapter 16: The Crime of Autonomy
1/17/2025
Chapter 17: Leaping Without Faith
1/17/2025
Love and Security
1/17/2025
Fighting Suicide
1/17/2025
I Am
1/17/2025
Good Person
1/17/2025
Dear Life
1/17/2025
I Will Not
1/17/2025
I Win
1/17/2025
Chapter 18: Worthy
1/17/2025
Chapter 19: What Would Jesus Do?
1/17/2025
Epilogue
1/17/2025
Ending Credits
1/17/2025