
Best Life After
Correen Hardin
Jehovah’s Witnesses promised me they could offer the best life ever.
A life where every question had an answer. Every pain had a purpose. Every flaw had a fix.
They told me that if I stayed faithful, followed the rules, suppressed my doubts, and...
Premium Chapters
Premium

Opening Credits
1/17/2025

Prologue
1/17/2025

Part 1: The Making of a Believer/Chapter 1: Before I Believed
1/17/2025

Little Girl
1/17/2025

Stolen Tears
1/17/2025

Pit
1/17/2025

Cry
1/17/2025

Where I Am
1/17/2025

Chapter 2: The Emptiness of Enough
1/17/2025

Part 2: Saltwater Salvation/Chapter 3: Drinking the Sea
1/17/2025

Hope in the Stormy Sea
1/17/2025

Chapter 4: When the Storm Cleared
1/17/2025

Part 3: A Quiet Unraveling/Chapter 5: The Medicine for Madness
1/17/2025

Chapter 6: Freedom at What Cost?
1/17/2025

Excuse Me Lord
1/17/2025

Imagine
1/17/2025

Jesus' Sacrifice is Free
1/17/2025

Here I Am
1/17/2025

Is This the Way?
1/17/2025

It Seems So Easy
1/17/2025

Poem of the Seeds
1/17/2025

I Love You
1/17/2025

Worth
1/17/2025

Spear
1/17/2025

I Beg You
1/17/2025

Part 4: Self-Gaslighting Gospel/Chapter 7: Secret Santa
1/17/2025

Apostate
1/17/2025

What If
1/17/2025

I Can't See
1/17/2025

Not Sure
1/17/2025

Is It Me?
1/17/2025

Part 5: Reflections on Righteous Corrections/Chapter 8: Making Satan Smile
1/17/2025

Hey, You There
1/17/2025

Inherently Sinful
1/17/2025

Precious Child, Die
1/17/2025

You, I Can Do Without
1/17/2025

He Picked Up Too Much
1/17/2025

I Thought He Died For Me
1/17/2025

If I Can, Can You?
1/17/2025

Mercy
1/17/2025

I Don't Know
1/17/2025

Part 6: Holy Burnout/Chapter 9: Dark Angel
1/17/2025

Fighting Pits
1/17/2025

Shadow of a Man
1/17/2025

Daddy
1/17/2025

Seven Year Sacrifice
1/17/2025

Reputation
1/17/2025

Love Bombed by God
1/17/2025

Muted Music
1/17/2025

Part 7: Ashes After Amen/Chapter 10: Disillusioned Daughter
1/17/2025

Tyrannical Love
1/17/2025

Why
1/17/2025

Sacred Break Up
1/17/2025

How Dare I Love Myself
1/17/2025

Divorcing the Divine
1/17/2025

Unanswered Prayer
1/17/2025

Jehovah, Jekyll, and Hyde
1/17/2025

Successful Failure
1/17/2025

They Weren't There
1/17/2025

Numb
1/17/2025

Hurt
1/17/2025

Part 8: The Exit Wound/Chapter 11: Generational Trauma
1/17/2025

Chapter 12: My Protector Turned Prisoner
1/17/2025

Grandma
1/17/2025

Hope and Smoke
1/17/2025

Stages of Deconstruction
1/17/2025

No Easy Task
1/17/2025

Sister
1/17/2025

Hope
1/17/2025

Enough
1/17/2025

Abyss
1/17/2025

Rabbit Hole
1/17/2025

Chapter 13: The Cost of Breaking Cycles
1/17/2025

Part 9: Spiritual Freefall/Chapter 14: Disfellowshipped and Disillusioned
1/17/2025

Chapter 15: Spiritual Skydiving Without a Parachute
1/17/2025

How Can I Tell
1/17/2025

Outsider
1/17/2025

They
1/17/2025

Plaything
1/17/2025

We're Stories
1/17/2025

Entertainment
1/17/2025

Puppet
1/17/2025

Send Me
1/17/2025

Not Everyone
1/17/2025

Spiritual Awakening
1/17/2025

Coping Mechanism
1/17/2025

Fucking Over It
1/17/2025

Part 10: Birth of Self Worth/Chapter 16: The Crime of Autonomy
1/17/2025

Chapter 17: Leaping Without Faith
1/17/2025

Love and Security
1/17/2025

Fighting Suicide
1/17/2025

I Am
1/17/2025

Good Person
1/17/2025

Dear Life
1/17/2025

I Will Not
1/17/2025

I Win
1/17/2025

Chapter 18: Worthy
1/17/2025

Chapter 19: What Would Jesus Do?
1/17/2025

Epilogue
1/17/2025

Ending Credits
1/17/2025