Four Seconds

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“I’m not going to try it,” I said.“You’ll like it,” she argued.“I know I’ll like it,” I said. “That’s why I’m not going to try it.”“Try it just this once and I’ll never ask you to do it again.”That WAS a deal. I slipped back into the driver’s seat...

Four Seconds to Break

Four Seconds to Break

After twelve years in Hawaii, I was ready for a new start. Six months later, I was in San Diego.I felt like a new woman. I was ready to be a new woman. For the first time in eight years I was ready to give up drugs—not just put them away for a...

Four Seconds to Fall

Four Seconds to Fall

In the 80s, cocaine was everywhere. You could get it at any club or bar. From friends or roommates.My first line came by way of my roommate Peg. Two neat rows of the silky white powder on the back of a cassette tape cover.Looking back, it seems...

Four Seconds to Heal

Four Seconds to Heal

With a new life in a new state and more money coming in than Miguel and I had ever imagined possible, you might have thought I’d arrived.In a way, I had. Twelve years clean. Two thousand miles away from the old life I’d once lived. Money in the bank....