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This podcast is a follow-up to my book. I am here to bring messages to the deaf and visions to the blind. We have lost sense of who we are as human beings and frequently misunderstand this experience because of how society has poised us to be unaware of the very thing we live in. In our struggles to find our ways past the traumas that likely began in childhood, we’ve developed a disconnect as we aged that we call by many names – such as, anxiety, depression, and fear. But, it’s simply mental and spiritual discord. Thus, we live chaotic, despair-ridden lives that reflect the chaos and despair within – as within, so without. It’s beyond the time to find and reconnect to our untraveled pathways, and to fully embrace and heal & evolve in that process. Many people have been slapped with clues of their duties here and didn’t recognize them for what they were. Then, they usually follow with some reasoning like, “well, it just wasn’t my time.” The Universe doesn’t have imperfect anything, much less imperfect timing. It can’t give you what you aren’t aligned for, and that slap was only ignored, misunderstood, or refused by you. We have to stop with the excuse of being human when we don’t fully understand what our humanity is or not living fully in the experience, whilst denying the very things we need or desire to have because society tells us to. The pain and trauma we all have endured, with a great majority of it coming from our younger years, were only to help bring us back into ourselves to find our innate strengths; not for us to retreat in weakness from who we truly are. We are to learn from it all. We must, also, accept and love our flaws (while not becoming them) and any trauma that may have created them, so we can move on in life through genuine forgiveness of ourselves and others, mental and spiritual growth, and creating Infinite Sustainability™ on our individual journeys. So, in other words, get your shit together people. The world is waiting on you to finally show the fuck up for it, and yourselves! I am very passionate about humanity being and doing better, and you will hear that passion through histrionics. Messages come to me at any given time so the recordings may not always be superior as I did/will record wherever I am. I am not going to follow how someone else says I should because my every day is filled with that in my professional environments. I will ramble & speed-talk all while discussing many topics, but the main theme will be how those things pertain to the human experience and the mind, and being better at navigating both. I am going to be real and it will always be rooted in truth. Seemingly, truth is missing in this reality simulation because people are too sensitive to look at themselves without deflecting or bathing in the energy of paralyzing fear of others’ judgments that may not even happen. Screw any naysaying, negative hoes. I am, also, not going to follow any rules or complicate any of this, just to sew more confusion like history has shown will lead us willingly off an Everest-sized cliff. Real shit only. Authenticity, brilliance, and love of all will be the order of every day here. If you are put off by a little profanity, go elsewhere at your loss. Everyone else, you will be enlightened and entertained. I know you will enjoy what I bring, even the hard stuff. Lastly, if you enjoy these episodes, share and support this podcast. Thereafter, go buy my damn book already! No need to be late for everything, geez.I apologize for nothing and change only my underwear. Happy listening, my lovlies!
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Episodes
No More Mr. Nice Bitch
1/11/2025
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Self-explanatory episode.
Of note, my past life regression happened on its own, then I had a guided second one that confirmed those lives and showed even more of them. All my life, I always would have conscious memories of things I had no clue of. One day about 15 years ago, I was just doing my usual spiritual study and I asked for more knowledge on certain things and clarity on these thoughts. Well, I certainly got what I asked for. One night a few days later, I had a dream that showed me exactly who I am, all of my lives, and even a short part of my future. Then, I had one done by a spiritualist, and I had the same sequence of images with a few new ones I didn’t see before, which filled in some blanks. I even saw my mom and some other souls currently in my life that confirmed who people are on my journey and my soul contracts. Even my cat was in one. I’m secure in my knowledge because I’m open to it. If I let my Catholic schooling and being raised in church four days a week where my maternal uncle was the pastor ruin me, I wouldn’t be this person I am. Strong. It only elevated my knowledge and fueled my passion to help others. I’ve never followed anyone else’s drumbeat. I made and make my own. My sound resonates in the cosmos as it will here. As above, so below, and returned. We really need to pay attention to what’s written in the stars, like the ancients did. Do your own stargazing to find your constellation to guide you, your soul.
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Duration:00:39:33
Love & Hate
12/31/2024
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Hate is simply the dark side of love. Hate is derived from love. We hate someone because we either once loved them and they hurt us deeply or some thing hurt us. Just like any emotion, we can choose either side and to stay or leave that side. For us to understand one, we must have full experience in the other. We can’t have hate without love, and we can’t love properly, securely from within, and unconditionally if we have never hated to appreciate and understand either. If the world never knew hate but only the definition of love, then people would think something like murder is love and okay to do because they felt they loved themselves so the person who they didn’t like for whatever reason made them feel bad and they must be killed, since they must not love them back to elicit the dislike. Crimes of passion happen – spouse on spouse or parent on child predator, even coworkers and friend scenarios. For which the former, I, courts of law, and psychiatry fully understand this circumstance as to why there is a name for it and plenty of evidence and situations proving its existence. Who wouldn't feel some kind of way toward someone who hurts their child? Albeit, I can understand domestic homicide, also. Although I don’t condone it by far, it comes from the same hurt where love once was. Not in all cases, of course. Anyway, notwithstanding crimes of passion, love and hate is balance and harmony in its purest form, just like these 2 strongest emotions of them all. We can have joy or happiness and dislike or disdain, but nothing is as strong as these 2 we're looking at. They rule the world. The single irony is that love will always be love and comes from itself. Hate is hate but, generally, it comes from love but can never be love. Of course, there are evil people out there who come from a different place for a different job than most humans, but for the gen pop, love will always be love and hate will come from love and always be hate. Hate may come from love but it can never be love, while love will always be, in and of itself, love in every form….including hate. Quite the conundrum and fine line.
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Duration:00:11:18
Love & Hate: Duality Equals Balance & Harmony
12/31/2024
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One must consider where another person’s actions come from. They come from a place of love or pain, which the former can ultimately turn into hate. Once you discern which, you can properly address the situation from there. Just reacting before understanding is never fruitful. It’s like shooting first then asking questions later. Humans operate through free will. They choose to love or be hateful in their actions or feelings. If someone chooses to do something they know will hurt you, they are using free will to proactively hurt you. Humans give all kinds of excuses to why they did something they full-on knew would hurt you, and they do it anyway. Even after reasoning if they should hurt you or think of themselves first. The difference between the ego and free will – making good choices and thinking and acting while regarding others at the same damn time.
Balance is required for harmony. We cannot have peace and harmony in the world if we are unbalanced. Nothing in this Universe can provide any fruits if there is no harmonious balance within. This is especially true for us. If we are full of hate and very little or no love, you can imagine how horrible that life will be. If one is full of love, their life will be equally beautiful. We’ve already established that love is light, so how else will we see if we are blinded by hateful dark? Our lives will be exactly how and what we see. If we only see hate around us, then we will have anger and hateful lives and experiences. If we are only full of love and in love with the world, we would only see and receive beauty, peace, happiness, and all the wonderful things that love brings us who only see love in the world. It’s not being delusional. It’s about choosing how much heaviness we want to carry every day of our lives. Some of our knees are worn the hell out for carrying such heavy loads throughout life, so we just want a break and to let it go. And, this allows love to prevail, to be light, and to give us rest.
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Duration:00:13:49
F*ck the Noise & Live Authentically Without Being Internally Impoverished
12/31/2024
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The energy of money is dictated by the energy you put in it. If you’ve always had it, money can sometimes be a passing thought in how we handle it. For those who have never had it, the energy may be solely about making it and keeping it. With this, we can put the energy of lack into its flow, its current, so we may unconsciously carry out acts that are of a lacking-type nature. An example of this is being frugal, or downright cheap, and this tells the Universe that we will never have money (even when we do at that time), to keep us in the position where money is always fleeting. Making us always broke and fully not understanding why. Having things break down all the time and we must constantly put money into our homes, cars, healthcare, etc. Never really able to enjoy the money we receive and keeping us always in a working-to-get it and maintain it function. Whereas, those who’ve always had it will always get it and keep it readily available with less opportunities knocking that drains that flow. How we view money is important. It is the dictator of its flow. Where our focus flows is where our energy goes. Money is the primary goal of almost every entity. It is the root of many of our societal woes. A symptom of control. Like Nathan Rothschild said in summation, control money and you control the world and the things within it.
I recorded this episode in 2021, like most of my episodes. I mention here about those who are causing humanity the most grief will be discharged from their horrendous duty. In other words, these people from CEOs to world leaders will start being recalled. Everyone serves their purpose here in the way that was preordained. When they have served such purposes, they will start dropping like flies. We are seeing it happen today. From monarchs dying from disease or natural causes to assassinations. This will also happen at the regular Joe level. People who are a cancer on society will be eliminated. This is the fall of humanity before it can rise again in the spring. Meanwhile for the rest of us, we need to get our shit together. There is no time to sit idly by or procrastinate like life will always be here. We need to be out of our baggage in full suit in our best gear out in the world, dressed to the 9s. No more time for that lazy ‘I’ll get to it when I do’ bullshit. Get your ass up and fix your life so we don’t have to hear you complain how miserable it is anymore. And, so you no longer have to be in society in a miserable way causing us more grief than we need right now. You’re doing this for yourself and then for the collective. Think outside your litterbox and consider the rest of the world your ways of being affect. I feel like a broken record with this part. So many people say and hear it every day to get your shit together, but it’s for real now. No more games or niceties. Things are changing and so must we. It’s why I am changing my tone. Y’all really need a foot so far lodged in y’all asses that you’ll be coughing up show laces until your shit is right. 2025 is that time because beyond looks mighty bleak, in case you were under some mossy rock. Get your moldy ass up and drop the excuses. Life is real. The reality of things is not. The definition of a simulation. The enigma we’re in…may not be and doesn’t need to be.
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Duration:00:24:54
Get Your Sh*t Together!
8/1/2024
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This one may be too harsh for some of you, but the caring and wise beauty of my passion for humanity to do better for themselves that you know and love in this podcast is weaved in. No one is expecting people to divulge their entire lives to random people or even strangers, but if a friend asks you how you’re doing, be mf’n honest. Your God can’t do everything for you. If every adverse event was handled by other entities, wtf will you have learned in this life? We use religion in the wrong way – to tell us everything to do step-by-step versus living our lives from and through our souls within.
Everyone grieves in their own way but if people are trying to help you not go down a path of despondency which could lead to an even darker path, hear them out. No one is telling you specifically how to grieve but simply trying to encourage you to not go down a dark road without any light. They are simply giving you light so that you know you aren’t alone, and that the people that care for you want you to come out on the bright side by trying to lead you to it for you to exercise your grieving free will. You don’t know where that dark path will lead you if you can’t even see the road beneath your feet. There’s no short in anticipating a grieving person’s emotions, so we respect them. However, loss can push some to lose sight of reality in the living world that surrounds them. Their village is evermore important at this time.
When Uni puts us here, we have a job to do from day 1. As we age, we are taught the ways of being a human but we aren’t taught how to be proper vessels. We are supposed to be learning our soul’s purpose as we develop into smarter, better humans in the form of adults. Because religion stepped in and derailed this process, we have no clue who we are or who we’re supposed to be. Some aren’t even connected to their own souls, let alone fully trained in their purpose. We are given clues as to who we are even as infants. Remember, we see things differently with a clean slate. When we have listened to everyone outside of us on how to live our lives, we set ourselves up for failure every time. In the current state of things, we have to start the ride over and begin from scratch. It is beyond that time for sure. Let the bullshit go people, and heal ffs! The longer you wait, the more painful life will become.
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Duration:00:15:40
Worry-Free is Me! (Book Excerpt, Ch. 1)
8/1/2024
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This is an excerpt from my book, "How to Not Give a Shit, and Not Be a Dumb Ass in the Process: The Ultimate Guidebook on Being a Better Human." Check it out if you enjoyed these couple of minutes. Amazon link below in the sign-off. Try out our new text messaging feature directly above the episode descriptions if you have some experiences you'd like to share or requests for our next episodes. Soon, I will be bringing out episodes more frequently. Can the world handle that much crass? Likely not. Everyone is a nun with their asses in the air. Holier than thou except on the weekends.
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Duration:00:02:33
Let’s Love Each Other then Fight These Peeholes Together: They are the Reason Our Lives are a Sloppy, Wet Mess.
8/1/2024
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There’s a giant web of collusion. If people are eating unhealthy food, they’ll eventually fall into the healthcare arena. Then, we have to deal with more assfuckery. We already know insurance companies will deny life-saving drugs and treatments. We know that doctors will only see you if they can bill insurance, so they’ll let you die because they can’t make any money off you. Even if you pay out of pocket and have the cash to do so periodically, versus having it siphoned out of their small paychecks biweekly. So, people are left as they are unless they have a social service to lean on. Then, the stupids come out in droves saying that any person on social services is likely a minority that is draining their tax money, while sitting unemployed in their trailers eating lavishly on food stamps and getting adequate healthcare through their state’s medical aid; except, seemingly, dental and nutrition, if you’ve ever seen what these people look like. Our country has the highest obesity (and genuinely low intelligence) rate. Other countries have banned lots of things we inhale like water here in the states, while our morbidity increases. Let’s not forget that we are, also, shit when it comes to health insurance because of the costs. Once again, unequal. Only those who can afford good coverage receives good treatment, leaving lower-income folks like the differently-abled and elderly to die from poor health and care. It’s been this way for many decades. And, it’s only getting worse as the same people mentioned above enter the political arena with zero political education/experience other than watching certain news channels and a lot to f’n say against anyone else receiving what they barely contribute to. Greed runs this country, and so do stupid people. History and said news proves this.
Love is all we need, not more 'stupid'!
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Duration:00:15:54
Addiction: Being a Junkie isn't #LifeGoals
8/1/2024
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Self-explanatory, but I always have to explain. Souls born from the uterus of a junkie, my generation used to call crackhead babies. These are the ones with the innate propensity to follow the ashy apple tree they fell from. This is a medical circumstance. This episode talks about people not of this beginning but make it their life and end if born into this surrounding. On the streets leaning or in the streets selling. One of both lifestyles only end one way if changes aren’t made. Next, those traumatized and actively chose to be this way…bitch, heal ffs. Jesus Hernando Lil Ray Ray Christ! I thought that, too, would be obvs folks. Then, again, I’m called to do this work because nothing seems to be obvious to people these days.
With confidence, you have it or you don’t. One may have confidence in some things and not others. but confidence is a form of faith. Just like faith, you either have it or you absolutely don’t. One thing I do not accept is a person not having confidence in themselves. The only person you should be able to trust is oneself. If you can’t be confident and faithful in yourself, then wtf are you doing in life? Because that lack of confidence affects the rest of humanity – your ability to do your job here. One thing I abhor is a useless employee and that’s what you are on this earth rn if you can’t even muster up your own innate skills without some external help. I mean, what’s your purpose at this point? You’re actively being a disservice to yourself and complaining about your suck ass life. No one gets that behavior. The rest of the world is confused about how to even begin to help you while you rely on everything else outside of you, then complaining the shit isn’t working. Make the shit make plausible sense, losers. These ways of being, this shit has to end. The last two and a half minutes are the book excerpt referred to in the, "Worry-Free is Me," episode. It applies here.
Get help folks, fr! Nobody wants to see you leaning in the middle of the street during rush hour. Get your ass on a bus to the next rehab out in the rural country, not to your dealer in the next pissy alley.
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Duration:00:21:00
Faith in Self (The Feminine Energy of Just Being)
3/31/2024
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While this episode was in the spirit of closing out another women's month, there was more on my heart to share. There is yin and yang to everything. Duality and balance in all. Faith is the energy of believing in the integrity of this truth. We can have faith in many external things, but they mean nothing if we don’t have faith in ourselves from within ourselves. This is a universal feminine energy of being. Understanding is another. Living in totality, not living in lack or need. When we flow through the world in our masculine energy of action, we shouldn’t have to fight through it as we go. That fight comes when our egos tell us we are missing something. Once alerted and aware, we feel we must act on it, versus waiting for the Universe to lead the way. We take it upon ourselves to change the course of preordained events; thus, running into obstacle after obstacle. We put ourselves through unnecessary trials when our path comes in-built with more than plenty. Conversely, we don’t learn through these events if we are not present in them. We must always trust that the heavenly powers-that-be have our backs. It serves no one for us to fail, so why do we continue to force ourselves down our egos’ paths, and accept it as our end? The only failure is in not seeing what’s directly in front of us. Our own self-inflicted injustices, carried on by those which society inflicts on us every minute of every day. We must have faith that what’s in store for us is real and true, within and without. If we fully put our faith in humanity, we are disappointed every time because it is often misplaced within a place already full of mistrust. Love and trust are other things, while faith can only be had when understood from within. We hear it loudly ringing all day long from the hoi polloi’s lips and fingertips, but the state of the world shows otherwise.
The yin to this yang is the masculine energy of action. While we must have faith in ourselves, what we do during this time is what spins the sphere of reciprocation. As balance and duality move through its orb, it surrounds us as it runs through us – like the ocean deep to our creeks and the life that springs in between. If we want to reach our highest level of potential, we must put the energy out that we are built and internally ready for it. We can’t say we are ready for our greatest acting like we’re at our lowest yet believing it will still lead us there. Neither will thinking we may never reach our zenith because we’ve never attained anything so great before; as if it can never happen a first time for us. That negative thought process is not the kind of balance and duality I’m speaking of. Yin and yang, masculine and feminine, are accessible and reside within all of us, energetically and physiologically. Our brains are split the same way between creative and logic. As we open up more to our inner gods and look at the people and world around us, we can easily see the one and the same beauty within each other, regardless of any earthly affiliations or affinities. The Universal messages apply to every human breathing on and in this planet.
Are you contributing your draining, straining lack of faith to the human abyss; or, are you helping to collectively raise it with your deepest, highest convictions? Preferably
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Duration:00:16:21
Ancient Knowledge
2/2/2024
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Another recording from 2021, as we are watching and experiencing out of control wildfires; earthquakes in places that are not normally busy with seismic activity; volcanoes waking up from their million- or billion-year slumbers; and water raising from everywhere in tsunamis; numerous and out of control storms; and the global sea levels rising more every year as the earth warms. I live on a peninsula so as I experience various types of weather, I follow what happens everywhere for my own research and studies of the impacts to coasts/peninsulas and their people. This ‘sea levels rising’ shit is real.
Environmental information includes other people’s actions and energies. Since we are electronic beings, we need to protect ourselves against the unceasing barrage of every form of information that is consistently filtered to us. We also shouldn’t give any negative information we receive to anyone else unless you are returning to sender. Even when we are giving back the negative information (feelings, words, energy, etc.) so we are no longer absorbing and holding on to it, we must remember energy continues to flow and is alive and ready to spring into action when triggered, especially when springing from a dormant state.
Leviathan is a very ancient creature, alongside Behemoth and Ziz. Powers as old as the void itself. Entities as old as the Universe itself. This in consideration, it’s not beyond the limitless power of the mind to think the energy of these things are real, which could also tell us what they are and their positions in this reality. We just have to find out how and where these creatures, rather these higher entities, work. I am not a religious person but there are truths (surprisingly such) in the bible that are relevant now. The book is meant to be a life guide, not the misinterpreted truncated version of the Dead Sea Scrolls that the bible is today.
This is an age of change and evolution, so we need to: evolve our actions and ways of thinking; and, reverse course from how we are destroying vs healing and uplifting Mother Nature - then, we need to do the same healing and evolving to ourselves thereafter. Earth will be uninhabitable once we've finished the job of total destruction because of our extreme greed and indolence. Not like it's our first time destroying an entire planet.
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Duration:00:19:46
Our Overlords, The Catholic Church
2/2/2024
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For millennia, the Catholic church has had its hand in everyone’s life, including those who are not of their grain. This hand has infiltrated our homes, politics, and many societies’ norms. However, not in any good way. Religion should never be something abusive and vicious. It is what people cling to for understanding life and getting through it in the most altruistic way. Religion helps people navigate life to come out on the other side pure, and successful in accomplishing their assignments on their journeys here. When that very thing that is held in such close, high regard is used as a wide net cast to draw people in for nefarious reasons, it erodes the spiritual value derived from people’s beliefs and their passion in fervently living and passing on its baseline teachings in fellowship; and, also misleads people onto a path of internal destruction. At its inception, this entity killed people who did not convert or follow this method of delusion. Later in Puritanical and similar societies, people who had other ways of believing and worshiping were seen, hunted, burned and killed at the stake or otherwise unjustifiably murdered as witches. Today, any other faith system is denigrated and seen as less than Catholicism/Christianity, while people are still persecuted - even those who honor and worship virtually the same Supreme Being just as they do. Lord forbid they call God by any of Her other numerous names – like we see in Judaism. Also, Lord forbid we mention that we all were created equal and in God and the rest of the Council’s image as plainly written in Genesis 1:26. Being what they call “woke” is knowing the truth, while others proactively stay complete fools. So, we must be better than them. We have a duty to help reverse their erroneous ways of thinking and being that, ultimately, keeps our version of humanity in the stone age.
As we saw in the early centuries, around the 8th or 9th, many churches were being erected with Satanic motifs. Gargoyles and other demonic depictions on a church? The obvious answers of wanting to represent the constant human struggle with temptation and the burning desire for higher knowledge and powers don’t really depict the right image for an entity that wants to control our beliefs and ways of living, unless...it's a facade. There is art in everything, but why this for these kinds of places? Why demonic warfare instead of eternal peace, angels, love, and light being spread through the soulful human connection we naturally have with each other?
If the art of exorcism was learned, who did they partner with to become educated on how to successfully exorcise demons? They would have to partner with groups or people (Voodoo priests/priestesses) that are experts in dark arts subject matter. The Latin prayers Catholics sing are incantations, just like Psalms is, also. Some are praises while numerous others are sung to many different entities, and used to summon/affect/control circumstances and/or people. The Giants of Sardinia's bones are missing. Why? Who took them like many other historic artifacts and what’s being covered up? If we're gonna question, we need to question and understand everything. We have to really ask ourselves questions we never really asked ourselves before about this widely contr
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Duration:00:06:39
Moving the Goal Posts Back to Basics
2/2/2024
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This episode is about going back to basics – like, elementary basics. Things don’t seem to sink in until the nexus of the thought is made as plainly as possible for people to get it. Nothing in adulthood makes sense, so we need to view it from untainted eyes and minds. As I like to say, “life is an ouroboros.” Sometimes, we need to view the world as simply as possible to understand how it works, how it moves the people in it, on down to what is going on at-present in your own life. It doesn’t have to be as big an ask as the single formula to creating the one-pill cure for cancer with zero side effects. It’s simply just asking self-awareness (no longer seeing ourselves as ‘victims’ in every negative situation; instead, seeing it from, “what did I do in this situation to cause or exacerbate the problem?”) and understanding (seeing how we affect our own present-tense and the present-future-tense of others, while working to reverse events/things of the past so you can move fluidly, made of love and peace, through this universe.).
We look to everything to do the hard work for us, or we do nothing at all. This is why there are so many traumatized people in this world still reeling from the traumatized situation(s); or, Ozempic butt for those using it for weight loss. The first thing we need to do in our healing process is ‘want’ to heal. Surprisingly, people who constantly say they need to heal don’t actually want to. It vividly shows in their actions. A good example is when a person has developed a bad habit to deal with the trauma but don’t want to let the habit go. When one truly wants to heal, it will require relinquishing all the actions/people/things that are band-aids or otherwise things that serve to protect us from the trauma and emotions that come from reliving it, even if for a short moment. We must acknowledge and embrace the situation for what it is. We must be open and vulnerable with ourselves to ourselves during the process. And, above all else, we must be resolute in our healing process. It’s a disservice to half ass it. It’s exactly like doing nothing at all. We must face and we must release.
We set our goal posts so close yet so far. It doesn’t help us to take the easy way out having a goal post that’s only inches away, yet it’s also unproductive to aim for a goal post across town on another field. We have to test ourselves but not set ourselves up for failure, adding more obstacles and other shit to our field that stands between us and the target.
We need to always carry high standards. Big diff between high standards and arrogance. One is not the same as the other. When we carry high standards in the right way, people will be forced to come correct when they approach you. A family member who is trying to borrow money better be coming with a business proposition, not to get a hit, bottle, or anything on sale before they sell out. Most times, this will also elevate those in your square who have even lower standards. This is akin to part of the idea of tangibly helping another rise, with the other part showing another how to do it. In this, we create a chain reaction to creating our own universe and moving through and with others in our galaxies. We must be stars so others can be suns, with each star shining brighter than
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Duration:00:05:06
Find Your Power in What's Lost
2/2/2024
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The same stories seemingly cross many major cultures of the world, further showing us we are all made from the same inaugural thread weaved. The Ark of the Covenant is very similar to a purportedly older Egyptian technological device called, the Osiris Device, which was said to have the same function of communicating with God/the Gods. The Ark was said to be only accessible to certain people as it had a special power that only some were imbued with authority or knowledge to properly approach and handle the ‘device.’ Moses being one as well as some priests, just like its Egyptian counterpart.
Just as we have our current language and colloquialisms in every culture, tongues were even more varied in antiquity, and even in medieval times. When these ancient books were found in earlier centuries through the deciphering of those books in more recent centuries, it is obvious to any thinking person that interpretations have the highest likelihood than not of being misinterpreted. How much depends on the Catholic Church releasing the information they’ve had passed through Rome from Alexandria if you know your history (& if you listened to my podcast about these rapist MFers). Both times. Trust and believe the good shit wasn’t burned. It’s under watchful eyes. Not to give a history lesson but we have to remember that societies throughout the Mediterranean and some parts of the Middle East subscribed to paganism. Earlier before/when the catholic church was in its birth and infancy as part of the Theodosian and Constantine religious changes and solidifying church and state’s compounded powers, Rome was largely pagan. So beliefs or any practices outside of this edict was persecuted until Catholicism dominated (why were these people so damn violent?).
I say the information given in the Bible is “sketchy” because the books in the cannon were cherry-picked, alongside what was left in and further added to these books. If you really know the Bible, you know that there are lots of mentions of things but very rarely expounded. Then, over time, the specific matters that were left out, which were just as important as the remaining pieces, were then considered heresy, ‘occultish’, or flat out demonized. As we also see, hypocrisy is rampant throughout the Bible as is with alleged “Christians” in this country. The biggest examples are pagan acts and worship that are exhibited clearly in their reverence to saints, in ‘holy’ celebrations like Easter and Christmas, and using pagan symbols like the cross which are/were used in many cultures to represent different things *before the founding of Christianity and especially now with the increase of challenges to this mode of being – finally seeing the truth over and through what we’ve been brainwashed to believe for almost forever and a week.
Feed into your affinities. You never know where they will lead you or how they can help someone outside of you in the rest of the world. Additionally, time is relative. Time meant something different in antiquity. However, there’s no more time. We need to be working to be better now. We seem to be going in the wrong direction. The beauty in the dark is the light it indirectly brings forth. How else would we find and have light when we’re already in the dark, or r
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Duration:00:24:18
Greedy Corporate Bastards
8/18/2023
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This episode was recorded in 2021. I have to laugh because, as I'm highly intuitive, I brought this shit to light in my book and on this episode just to be watching it unfold two years later. Everything I say is truth. The Golden Rule applies to anyone and every business. You can't treat your stakeholders like shit then expect to be around for the long run or without karmic consequences. Karma is everywhere and in perpetual motion. If your karmic bank is full of the bs you've done, that interest racks up a thousand-fold for a monumental payout when you least need it. Never a dull moment watching these banks and other companies fold like a used, greasy fast-food napkin. We don't need you. The trash has been put out.
This is a subject that especially ruffles my feathers if you can’t hear the frustration and passion in my exclaiming tone. Homelessness is a result of capitalism and greed. If you don’t do good in the world, no matter how big you think you are, you will be knocked down. What else pisses me off are the people who think that all homeless people choose to be such and should not be helped. No bitch, you can't be helped if that's your mode of thinking, being exactly what's wrong with the world. How they got this far in life is a mystery. There seems to be no brain activity there, and seemingly no heart-centered activity anywhere around them for them to completely understand social issues that involve other human beings.
The surpluses I mentioned will usually be said to be part of rainy-day funds. Simultaneously, these funds can be used to remedy scale issues or ones that will, otherwise, strain the regular budgets – like, unforeseen concerns and natural disasters; infrastructure or public health issues, which are augmented by FEMA or other related federal programs for these situations, as we saw in the pandemic; and any other events outside of the normal budget where the rainy-day funds will come into play. Unless a state is exceedingly poor, there is no reason why large swaths of people are consistently left with limited or no options for food or shelter of some sort in a state with a multi-billion dollar surplus. They can go fuck themselves alongside the aforementioned idiots with this non-logic. People, including children, die because of this idiocy, which makes us no better than a third world country. At least they genuinely can't afford it. We're rabid animals when it comes to money and keeping it.
I absolutely bow down to and applaud Mercedes-Benz for being a beacon, a guiding star, in corporate philanthropy. Kudos! I absolutely love this brand. Not just for making a far superior product than any other manufacturer in the entire world. They are at the top of everything meaningful to me - community, innovation, safety, and overall human advancement (climate, social, and cultural initiatives). Not many brands are this dedicated to have multiple foundations and an assload of partners on the ground. They pick up what/where our elected and paid reps fail. Hands down at the top of my respect list of less than five. Other corps need to fully follow this model or shut the fuck down. We're good without you. Show yourself out.
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Duration:00:29:55
Death & Grief
8/18/2023
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This episode was recorded just over a year after my mother’s transcendence in 2021. People kept asking me if I was grieving and getting through everything. I questioned whether I was grieving because people kept asking, but these were other people’s questions. I grieved when I saw her soul leave in a dream then again at other times during herthree weeks in ICU. It made it a little easier when she finally passed but I still cried like a baby when I was seemingly forced to make the decision to take her off of life support. To be forced to let go and to force them to let go is hard as shit to do. Even when people are sick, it doesn’t make it any easier when they do finally let go. I don’t get into the details of the entire experience of those 3 weeks she was physically here unless asked about it, but a few days into it, I was broken. I knew then she wasn’t coming home, just as I knew when my favorite aunt who raised me wasn’t going to make it home. I grieved, sobbed, and let my grossest runny nose run a full 10K, but I was at peace when she (and my wonderful aunt) finally let go. That was three years ago now, but it still and always will hurt. But, the beautiful thing is I get to see her every single night almost. Unfortunately, she's giving me other people's bad news so that I can comfort and help them. C'est la vie.
People are suffering in their grief instead of actual grieving. There are quite a few people I know personally that are still suffering in their grief 7, 8 years into it. Still on psychotropic drugs that are keeping them depressed and suicidal. Others have taken up drinking as their new therapeutic hobby. This kind of grieving is highly toxic and unproductive in every way, as I have had many experiences with people resorting to this method of pain relief. I'm teetotal, so drinking especially bothers me. One cousin died a painful death 2 years ago after developing cirrhosis of her liver because she drank nonstop in her (not so much of) grieving process after her mom passed. Nonstop isn’t an exaggeration. It was so sad to see this person in this manner of experiencing and suffering in her pain. Her last day on earth was heart-breaking to a lot of us because her entire grieving journey was ending the way it did. Now her kids have no mom, but they are still too young to understand the ‘what/when/how’s’ of death - particularly, hers. They just know their momma will never be back. Was this selfish? Very much so, because these kids are now suffering in a multitude of ways because of her actions. However, she had no real understanding of how to deal with death in her 30s, as a lot of people of any age don’t. So, the children, once of a mentally-developed age, should understand death more from their situation and how their mother dealt with it. It will be up to them what happens next in how they, then, will be able to view their mother’s death and their grieving process – which could start all over again, but, hopefully, in a different way with different information than they originally received.
I didn’t edit this much because I wanted you all to hear the human side of this episode. This is a very human subject, so this episode needed to be as real as possible. My mom died helping others and so will I. It’s my lot now and in every
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Duration:00:24:06
Everyone Has a Duty to Be Better
2/22/2023
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This one is self-explanatory. We need to be better to ourselves before we can be anything to anyone else. We have to be reminded to be kind to people. Last I checked, it should be paramount over what we get out of the deal. How soon we forget the Golden Rule but want to thump and wave Bibles in people's faces. We are selfish beings in a really fucked up world because we are fucked up beings. It's a cycle each and everyone has to break. We refuse to do any work on ourselves. Going to therapy is good to talk and clean out the shit but we still have to do the work ourselves. Cleaning up the clutter and bullshit that's stuck in between us and peace and prosperity is the first step. If we get out of our own ways so we can heal, self-sabotage will finally end. We can then get back on track on our journeys so we can complete them successfully. I've already told you all that if/when we fail here in this life, we have to come back and do this shit all over again until we learn the lessons put before us. We can't learn anything if we sit and cry about every damn thing that's wrong and worrying about what others are doing or want us to do. You people can have that low vibe bullshit because I don't want to be low vibrating or have to come back to be this person surrounded by damaged goods that choose to be such, and fight tooth and nail to remain that way while complaining they are that way. No amount of booze, delusion, or drugs, illicit or otherwise, can fix any of you. Fix your own shit and stand up to take accountability for the resultant actions crawling out of your shit. We're the only species that does this dumbness, yet we want to claim dominion and intelligence over all. GTFOH! But what should be expected from the controlling, greedy, horny, selfish animals that humans are? Listen to this episode and get your shit together. Not just for you to be a better turd, but to be a softer one to others while they deal with their bullshit. Only then, can we help each other crawl out of the toilets we created to live our lives swimming in, full of our own and other people's shit.
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Duration:00:17:09
The Mediocre Diamond at Its Roughest
2/20/2023
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I’ve been called narcissistic, obnoxious, and more, but everything I say comes from a higher place of knowledge. I was put here to be the Universe’s vent of frustration. Through our fears, greed, and insecurities to name a few, we've fucked up so much beauty and perfection in us/the world that the regency has peaced out, and are forcing us to fix this shit ourselves. Even the Sun has gone on hiatus, as to why we're seeing solar events that haven’t happened since time immemorial. Our own creators have given up on our redemption. We're going so far in the wrong direction that we must reverse to course correct. My job is to help get the evolution wheel turning forward, by any means. My candor is that means.
Holding on to people/things over their appointed time of serving their purpose on our journey makes them more difficult to let go of as we are naturally averse to relinquishing comfort and familiarity. It’s just another stone thrown into the discomfort pool. We lose the comfort in building ourselves as individuals and pruning our energetic branches during our 'rest and trust' time. We're so used to noise that when we're forced into discomfort, we still crave the punishment of the noise as opposed to the comfort of the silence. We fill these times with inducers to feel anything familiar again. To feel the comfort that’s already within. We don’t need anything external when we're created perfectly. We have our endocrine and immune systems that activate our physical healing process. We have innate healing abilities for emotionally-charged traumatizing events, also. If we ask our physical bodies not to heal when we break something or catch a cold, we end up with a gangrenous limb or dying of pneumonia or TB. We need to reconnect with our souls and get back in touch with the cosmos yesterday.
Humans have spent millennia being stuck in an alternating vortex of control and self-punishment. We're following something that's a tainted version of the truth. Humanity has been living in a tutorial far too long. It's time to start playing for real as we are up against the cosmos this round. Our souls are being called to fight in this good v. evil warfare and most of us are unprepared for it. Read whatever cutesy books, videos, or check in with your spiritual advisor(s) but the work, you must get your ass down in the trenches and do. We have to get out of the social habits we've developed and evolve into our own persons. We're individuals trying to be like everyone else. That stops today. There's too much heavy shit buried in humanity, and we need to unearth it for our collective healing together. Only then, war, famine, poverty, racism, and everything else negative will end.
Respect and honor the God in each of us. Respect each other’s temples by not: knowingly poisoning us for profit; placing bullets in our temples; telling women what to do with our temples; or, otherwise desecrating something godly, that doesn't belong to you, for personal gain (of further negative karma). Our temples are our own.
We all have unlimited potential. We should always strive to reach that nonexistent end so that we can help others do the same. People must want to be infinitely limitless. If they don’t for whatever reasons they have, they must deal with the ‘Universal
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Duration:00:17:15
Do Your Damn Job (Conclusion)
2/15/2023
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Remember, repetition becomes habit. This episode brings everything full circle. We end these points (listen to "Pt. 1") right where we began. Fears, or those unreal thoughts, we created at some point in our lives that tell us that we aren’t good enough or worthy of something new, different, or that great was born from fear of failing at being great. Fear makes us think things like this about ourselves when we know we can flourish in anything we attempt to accomplish. Fear is just a disease of the mind that we need to cure ourselves of, simply by remembering how great we actually are and if the world is presenting something for us to try, then it’s for us, bitch. Stop the crying about what you don’t have and thank God every minute of every day for what you do have and how far you’ve gone getting there. Roll around naked in those blessings if you have to so that you remember that you are worthy and you can accomplish even more. No one can take your worth but you – by gift or by sorrow. Always question your fears. Ask where they come from and why they are there. At the beginning is, almost always, trauma's end.
With knowing that we have to be 100% better for ourselves, why do we settle for 99% and feel like the remaining 1% is too much for us, or that we are undeserving of it? We have been conditioned to believe we should be happy to be peasants as mediocrity is sacrosanct. Just like we have been taught opposite the truth for millennia. To move out of mediocrity, we have to accept and embrace our passions at 100%, so that the energy from that passion will bring in all blessings abundant. To which, then, we are pushed into our greatness. It's okay to accept 100%. We were made complete. No holes, no flaws, just perfect. Our egos screwed that all up. We can accept and grow back into unconditionally loving ourselves and each other just by being 100% true to both. (Un)Poetic that Justice.
This is why I had to separate these 2 episodes. I spoke nonstop because y’all are annoying. It’s a continual message that everyone not acting and living in and from their authenticity will need to hear. I wouldn’t have to be this kind of a messenger if less people needed to hear this shit. Rolling my damn eyes.
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Duration:00:14:02
What Gets You High? Invest in it!
2/9/2023
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Fear and procrastination is what keeps most people from realizing their purposes and allowing love in, especially to themselves. Whatever your soul’s purpose and (re)connecting to it, getting up today and acting within its goals and power is paramount to everything that is your human experience, with that (re)connection at the very crux of your healing process.
Do you know that you must water and tend to your soul’s passion, your duty in this life, constantly? Don’t water it once and expect it to grow into anything useful. It has to be maintained - pruned, watered, ego-stroked, threatened, loved, etc. What're you doing for your soul's purpose? Are you heeding its call or are you sending it to vm every time? Our soul's purpose just doesn't go away because we ignore it. It constantly cries out to the Universe for help escaping its imprisonment inside of you. That's when we start to see chaos and confusion in our lives. We can't focus on our passions since we are consistently tasked with the life we created and the bullshit that comes with it.
So, what do we do? We do the thing we can control. We control what/how much we drink, smoke, sniff, or, otherwise, inject into our temples. We claim that everything is stealing our happiness and joy when we, in fact, red-tag special give it away. We don't put the effort into fixing and growing, but we'll give both kidneys and an ovary or cojon just to avoid facing anything; all while attempting to put out the fire(s) we created with 100-octane gas. We do so much, yet not really doing anything in our own Queen's race. We have to step back on course and conquer each "no" or obstacle with an attitude that "yes" has already happened; lest the obstacle be just another leg-day hurdle we conquer but don’t fully understand.
Increase your levels of happiness. Hug yourself. Kiss yourself. Masturbate. Whatever you have to do to increase the magnitude of your positive energy that pushes you into your greatest self on your individual soul pathway. Don't be content. Be infinitely fruitful and giving. Don't ever underestimate yourself, your worth, and your abilities. We all are mighty in our own ways; albeit, not in the way the world teaches us. If women wholly believed what the world, rather the patriarchy, said, we would still be having men drag us along bumpy roads by our hair (now, it's by our uteruses). We also wouldn't be able to read, vote, have businesses, careers, or have high-level jobs in finance/legislature/politics/…anywhere. As this person within & where I am on my soul's path, I bring the conference room and every damn mahogany table and tufted Victorian chair in it. My royal presence welcomed by a few bottles of Isabella Islay or 1928, '35, or '66 Chateau Lafite served from a Louis XVI buffet flowing like the Nile through the room, as I stretch my royal ass out on a beautiful, plush hand-carved Rococo chaise longue for everyone to study me like the untamed Lion in the wild I am. What I’m placing down on my Napoleon desk is true balance and reciprocity. I've the soul of a great regal Lion that's the masculine embodiment of strength; but, the ever-powerful, omniscient, yet humble, feminine that I physically embody is the balance we all need to equally possess for the healing of both, so that it can be sha
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Duration:00:11:07
From Diamond Back to Coal
2/2/2023
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Doing whatever that brings you joy has to be real. It can’t be something unconducive to successfully ending this part of your soul's journey with completed tasks. It cannot be an addiction that is not a result of your passion. It must be something that genuinely brings your heart happiness and joy. You can’t reach your goals high, drunk, gluttonous (unhealthy relationship w/ food), greedy (money & power), and full of negativity.
When I say, “It’s all you have to do,” I am not degrading the value in the actual struggle it takes to shed old habits, people, and things. I know it’s hard to extract lifelong or situational pieces of us and toss them away like they never existed or had an impact on the person that we are in that moment. It's just past the time for humanity to heal and let go of all of their bullshit. Enough of the excuses, the cutesy ways of doing things so that we feel the least, and only dipping our toes in the sea of healing instead of full-on diving in. It's time to do real work, and stop bullshitting and fighting our ways through this existence. It's real and it's here, now! Just like your internal struggles. This lesson works like a vicious uroboros. We can’t become stronger in being able to let go of our attachments, which we shouldn’t have in the first place, if we do not have practice in letting go.
In this two part lesson of equal significance, we foster growth and invigorate our strength while learning the flow of letting go to receive; with the full after effect being our complete and pure happiness. Letting go allows us to shed weight that wears us down the longer we carry it. This process of letting go becomes effortlessly easy once we swallow the biggest rock...letting go of not letting go and making yourself subservient and vulnerable to the discomfort. Embrace the discomfort and feel the flow of lightness and joy follow in-kind.
Some of our discord is in the struggle to accept the change in living our lives without that person or thing. Beings with any level of emotional intelligence don't like loss. This lesson of letting go falls right onto the grief collision course some people find themselves on for longer than they internally need to be. Other soul-level discord comes from the simple existence of change itself. Change can be traumatic for some, especially with the hardest part of letting go. However, it is inevitable. Our souls are continuing their tasks, but their hosts' earthly, ego-fueled, material minds are in the way. We all have unlimited potential. We should always strive to reach that end. Don't be a mediocre lump.
If you’re happy being coal, then so be it. That just means your job here may be to be the best damn lump you can be. If you're not happy with being just another grumpy lump in the world, then let's work together to get you pass mediocrity and up to your highest potential. The world needs the highest you for humanity to be our highest us.
Repetition becomes habit. When I reiterate points, it is so that it is listened to, not just heard. Our minds tend to focus on the odd, so hearing something against what our brains perceive as a normal event pushes that thing front of mind. You always know that you always know.
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Duration:00:04:06