Premium
Opening Credits
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Front matter
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Chapter 1 becoming everything
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Chapter 2 identity
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Chapter 3 the protector
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Chapter 5 the last resort
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Chapter 6 it's me, kara!
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Chapter 7 prayer for a new world
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Chapter 8 the arrival of the yoruba goddess
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Chapter 9 my mother
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Chapter 10 keeper of the inner voice
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Chapter 11 a different kind of education
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Chapter 12 the lies about sex
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Chapter 13 not waiting
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Chapter 14 out, out, out we come
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Chapter 15 the benefits of being plural
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Chapter 16 door number three
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Chapter 17 castle carey's round table
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Chapter 18 it's all about the feet
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Chapter 19 fucking fuck pedophile
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Chapter 20 rosa returns!
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Chapter 21 the first time
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Chapter 22 ocean of mortality
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Chapter 23 the kiss
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Chapter 24 kids have opinions about micah and dating
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Chapter 25 carey's round table again
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Chapter 26 the problem with her
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Chapter 27 the wounded
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Chapter 28 why do you want me to count this high?
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Chapter 29 the women
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Chapter 30 the infinity of gratitude
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Chapter 31 falling
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Chapter 32 leaving one theater for another
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Chapter 33 conjuring a trauma bond
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Chapter 34 the runner
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Chapter 35 choosing a family
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Chapter 36 the sound of music
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Chapter 37 round table, a third time
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Chapter 38 let's talk about sex, baby!
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Chapter 39 taking care of children
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Chapter 40 even a sexy poet needs a home
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Chapter 41 breaking up is hard to do, but i keep doing it
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Chapter 42 the many singings, the many songs
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Chapter 43 third time's the charm
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Chapter 44 first holiday without tobi is with tobi
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Chapter 45 some things return
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Chapter 46 the truths in our friendships
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Chapter 47 i'm horny so shoot me
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Chapter 48 dating round 2
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Chapter 49 waiting for the russian, i make a friend or two
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Chapter 50 dating in 2023 do we ever learn?
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Chapter 51 winter is so fucking long
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Chapter 52 be careful what you ask for
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Chapter 53 cool matters
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Chapter 54 hiking and more hiking
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Chapter 54a book 2
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Chapter 55 the decision or your mission should you choose to accept it
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Chapter 56 covid's third visit
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Chapter 57 inner people argue then we argue again
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Chapter 59 the imprinting
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Chapter 60 it's all about the feet, part 2
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Chapter 61 teen aged flirting in middle aged bodies
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Chapter 62 how she wants me to herself
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Chapter 63 kids fighting!
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Chapter 64 proximity makes things possible
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Chapter 65 the past and again, the past
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Chapter 66 the choosing and the chosen
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Chapter 67 dating!
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Chapter 68 the interrogation
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Chapter 69 eurydice is a milf
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Chapter 70 mom rules
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Chapter 71 the first weekend and then
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Chapter 72 would the real multiple please stand up?
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Chapter 73 the ever present mothers
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Chapter 74 bodies, mothers and children
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Chapter 75 how i leave by going back
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Chapter 76 teens talking
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Chapter 77 bodies, mothers and children, part 2
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Chapter 78 the other shoe
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Chapter 79 testing, testing
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Chapter 80 one emergency or another
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Chapter 81 two sleep deprived afa bs
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Chapter 82 more rules
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Chapter 83 the idyll
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Chapter 84 the hades of my terror
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Chapter 85 we're not a democracy or are we?
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Chapter 86 nineteen in love
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Chapter 87 co inducing romance, reality intervenes
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Chapter 88 i have an opinion by me, kara
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Chapter 89 my bad days
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Chapter 90 our pride is fighting
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Chapter 91 triggered as fuck
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Chapter 92 making up is hard to do
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Chapter 93 the danger of no danger
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Chapter 94 portals to our pasts
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Chapter 95 the new normal
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Chapter 96 salvation driving wipe out
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Chapter 97 vacating on the vacay
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Chapter 98 the reunion
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Chapter 99 hearts really do break
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Chapter 100 the light returning
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Epilogue one year later
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A glossary
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Acknowledgements
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About the author
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Ending Credits
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