Being Mean

Patricia Eagle

In this richly depicted story, told in vignettes relative to markers of age and experience, Patricia Eagle reveals the heartbreak and destruction of her sexual abuse, from age four to thirteen, by her father. A victim of her father’s anger and her...

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Opening Credits

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Foreword

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Author's Note

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Introduction

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1.1 Ready

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1.2 Don't Leave

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1.3 A Stormy Night

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1.4 A Bike Vibrator

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1.5 A Little Dab

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1.6 Is What We

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1.7 One Last Time

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1.8 My Dream Team

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1.9 False Alarm

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1.10 To Thine Own

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1.11 Palm Reading Patty

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1.12 A New Beginning

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1.13 Determined

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1.14 Desperate

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1.15 Chance Encounters

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1.16 Late for My

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1.17 Running Naked

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1.18 An Open Marriage

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1.19 At The Last

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1.20 Careening

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1.21 Grand Canyon

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1.22 Wouldn't I Have

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2.1 That Won't Work

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2.2 Good God

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2.3 In the Care

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2.4 What's in a Name?

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2.5 Shallow Roots

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2.6 Do You Feel?

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2.7 Bird Song

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2.8 Natures Wisdom

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2.9 Baby Blues

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2.10 The Dam Breaks

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3.1 Denial

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3.2 Lift Your Eyes

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3.3 Gotta Have a Dream

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3.4 Getting Better at Life

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3.5 On the Mexican Border

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3.6 Bury the Babies

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3.7 Magic in a Bottle

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3.8 The Canyon

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3.9 All Cleared Out

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3.10 The Hole in My Head

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3.11 Once in a Lifetime

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3.12 Firefly Fields

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3.13 Charter Challenges

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3.14 Paris Rendezvous

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3.15 Velvety Ears

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3.16 Flying Hog

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4.1 A Frightening Notion

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4.2 Flicker Encounters

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4.3 Night Music

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4.4 Snow Geese

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4.5 Ding Dong

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4.6 Into the Petri Dish

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4.7 Diabetic Coma

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4.8 Taking the Time

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4.9 Graced Land

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4.10 Prayer Anyone?

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4.11 The Help Me Prayer

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5.1 A Good Visit

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5.2 The Last Visit

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5.3 Eulogy for Dad

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5.4 Two Teardrops

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5.5 The Last Song

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5.6 Mom's Eulogy

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5.7 Just Like That

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5.8 Having the Space. Making the Time

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6.1 Epilogue

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7.1 Helpful Resources

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8.1 Gratitude

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9.1 About the Author

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Closing Credits

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