Not In My House

I grew up the 23rd of 46 children in a secret polygamist family -six mothers, one father and a big white house in the middle of Salt Lake City where no one knew we existed. Hidden and homeschooled, we were perfectly isolated. And isolation is a breeding ground for abuse. While my father worked, his third wife ruled the family. I was one of the "willfully disobedient" children and that landed me in her crosshairs. Was my father turning a blind eye or was he behind it? Why did my own mother take direction from a woman half her age? I thought escape meant a family of my own. But the past clung to me like a shadow and when it finally caught up with me, what I found was nothing like I figured. Not In My House is the story of how evil is perpetuated, how shame is seared into the next generation like a family crest and how one's own past can never be escaped. Duration - 15h 17m. Author - Susanna Barlow. Narrator - Susanna Barlow. Published Date - Monday, 26 January 2026. Copyright - © 2026 Susanna Barlow ©.