
Premium
Opening Credits
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Quote
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Chapter 1: The Day It All Happened
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Chapter 2: My Grand Entrance
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Chapter 3: I Was Saved
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Chapter 4: The Big Party in the Desert, and Everything That Ensued
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Chapter 5: San Francisco Daze
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Chapter 6: In Which I Meet Andres and Ayahuasca, too
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Chapter 7: The Honeymoon Years
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Chapter 8: Mountain Folk
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Chapter 9: The First Trip to Tantra Island
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Chapter 10: Countdown to September 11
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Chapter 11: My Descent into the Seedy Underbelly of the Global Tantra Scene
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Chapter 12: Sex and Consciousnes
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Chapter 13: Surrender
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Chapter 14: A Sky Unrelentingly Grey
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Chapter 15: Third World Rehab
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Chapter 16: Tropical Hell
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Chapter 17: Escape from Sri Lanka
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Chapter 18: Back on Tantra Island
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Chapter 19: Kathmandu, the Cage of Kisses
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Chapter 20: Varanasi: The Cage of Comfort
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Chapter 21: The Mountain of Broken Stuff
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Chapter 22: Tantra School Dropout
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Chapter 23: The Truth About Grief
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Chapter 24: The Middle East
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Chapter 25: Spring Always Springs
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Epilogue
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Ending Credits
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