What Is Life?

In this episode you'll hear from Robert Pezzeca, a man who has spent more than 20 years in prison after being sentenced to life without parole for murder. Listen as he talks about dealing with the childhood traumas that put him on a path to prison. This is the final episode of the first season of What Is Life? Thank you for everyone who has listened so far. We'll back in a few months with a second season featuring even more stories from people sentenced to die behind bars.

In this episode of What Is Life? hear from Sarita, one of a growing number of women serving life without that possibility of parole across the nation. Listen as Sarita discusses her journey to redemption, overcoming the traumas of her childhood and dealing with racism in prison after the murder of George Floyd. This podcast is sponsored by FAMM, a national nonpartisan advocacy organization that promotes fair and effective criminal justice policies that safeguard taxpayer dollars and keep our communities safe. Founded in 1991, FAMM is helping transform America’s criminal justice system by uniting the voices of impacted families and individuals and elevating criminal justice issues all across the country. No End In Sight report by the Sentencing Project: https://www.sentencingproject.org/wp-content/uploads/2021/02/No-End-in-Sight-Americas-Enduring-Reliance-on-Life-Imprisonment.pdf

In this episode of What Is Life? you will hear from John Brookins, a man who has spent 30 years in prison for a crime he has always stated he did not commit. Listen to John as he reads his open letter to his wife, Karen, who he married while serving life without the possibility of parole. This podcast is sponsored by FAMM, a national nonpartisan advocacy organization that promotes fair and effective criminal justice policies that safeguard taxpayer dollars and keep our communities safe. Founded in 1991, FAMM is helping transform America’s criminal justice system by uniting the voices of impacted families and individuals and elevating criminal justice issues all across the country.

In this episode of What Is Life? you'll hear from Matthew Garcia, a man convicted of felony murder in the 1990's for his role in a robbery that resulted in a retired Philadelphia police officer being killed. Matthew did not directly kill the retired officer and has said he actually fled the scene before the killing occurred, but because of the felony murder doctrine, he was sentenced to life without the possibility of parole. Matthew had turned 18 only a month before the robbery and killing, meaning he is ineligible for resentencing under the U.S. Supreme Court decisions in Miller and Montgomery, which deemed mandatory life sentences for children to be unconstitutional. One of Matthew's co-defendants, who is two months younger him, has since been resentenced and released because of the decisions. PLSE report on race and age and felony murder in Pennsylvania: https://www.plsephilly.org/wp-content/uploads/2021/04/PLSE_SecondDegreeMurder_and_Race_Apr2021.pdf

In this episode of What Is Life? you'll hear from Charmaine Pfender, a woman who has been incarcerated for nearly 40 years for killing a man she said was trying to assault her. Listen as Charmaine discusses her path to redemption and the need for second chances for people sentenced to life without the possibility of parole. This podcast is sponsored by FAMM, a national nonpartisan advocacy organization that promotes fair and effective criminal justice policies that safeguard taxpayer dollars and keep our communities safe. Founded in 1991, FAMM is helping transform America’s criminal justice system by uniting the voices of impacted families and individuals and elevating criminal justice issues all across the country.

In this episode of What Is Life? you'll hear from Terrell Carter, a father and grandfather, as he describes the scene inside the courtroom when he was sentenced to life without parole roughly 30 years ago and his path to healing through writing. Terrell's books can be found at: Incarceration of Tears - https://www.amazon.com/s?i=stripbooks&rh=p_27%3ATerrel+Carter&s=relevancerank&text=Terrel+Carter&ref=dp_byline_sr_book_1 Guilty Reflections - https://www.amazon.com/Guilty-Reflections-One-Boy-Man/dp/0977422623/ref=sr_1_2?dchild=1&qid=1618968524&refinements=p_27%3ATerrel+Carter&s=books&sr=1-2&text=Terrel+Carter Guilty Reflections II - https://www.amazon.com/Guilty-Reflections-II-Carter-Paperback/dp/B010ZD01QY/ref=sr_1_4?dchild=1&qid=1619101619&refinements=p_27%3ATerrel+Carter&s=books&sr=1-4&text=Terrel+Carter This podcast is sponsored by FAMM, a national nonpartisan advocacy organization that promotes fair and effective criminal justice policies that safeguard taxpayer dollars and keep our communities safe. Founded in 1991, FAMM is helping transform America’s criminal justice system by uniting the voices of impacted families and individuals and elevating criminal justice issues all across the country.

In this episode of What Is Life? you'll hear from David Lee, a man who was convicted of murder in the 1980s and sentenced to life without parole. He discusses what it is like losing loved ones, grieving while in prison and how he paid a hefty penalty for not accepting a plea deal and taking his case to trial. This podcast is sponsored by FAMM, a national nonpartisan advocacy organization that promotes fair and effective criminal justice policies that safeguard taxpayer dollars and keep our communities safe. Founded in 1991, FAMM is helping transform America’s criminal justice system by uniting the voices of impacted families and individuals and elevating criminal justice issues all across the country. The Agony of Serving a Life Sentence - By David Lee For over 32 years now I have been waking up inside of Pennsylvanian cages serving a Life Sentence, or what we refer to as (LWOP) or "Life Without the Possibility of Parole." Sometimes we also refer to this draconian sentence as a DBI sentence, because you will literally take your last breath inside of some PA cage. DBI means " Death by Incarceration, " and sadly I go to sleep every night thinking about the possibilities of once again being free, only to have those utopian dreams interrupted by the nightmares of all my peers who have already met the Grim Reaper while sleeping, eating a chi chi, watching television, taking a shower, or just sitting in a state operated cage. In 2001 my brother Darryl Lee passed, and in 2010 my mother Edna Lee also transitioned into the spiritual world, and I was not allowed to attend their funerals. Because LWOP beings are not allowed to travel to funerals. Imagine what the pain of not being able to comfort your family during such a time feels like! Also think about what it feels like to need and desire comfort after the passing of your loved ones and be denied that basic human need. Both the passing of my mother and brother served as the most difficult periods of my imprisonment, because I was isolated and dealing with profound pain. Those were the most traumatizing moments of my incarceration, because I truly needed the sensitivity of being close to my family. To compensate for not being able to connect with my family I engaged in various degrees of dissociation, and suppressed the many emotions running around in my wounded mind. Many years later as I was reflecting on the memory of my loved ones who have transitioned into the spiritual world, I was able to understand my reactions during that moment in my life as dissociation. I was doing what I had to do in order to survive the trauma I was dealing with based on the extremely limited resources available to me. But survival is not good enough; I really need healing in my life! What I want people to understand is that incarceration is a very traumatizing experience, because human beings are forcefully extracted from normal human interactions, e.g., playing with your children, having sex, going to the movies, etc., and left to sort through their human wreckage without any real assistance on this side of the fence. State operators have not, and still do not show any indications of possessing the cultural and political capacity to relate to our traumas in an honest manner. The state is primarily concerned with its own survival, not our collective pain. I want to ask everyone reading this to think about what punishment is designed to accomplish. When you punish someone, you are trying to cause pain. You cannot traumatize me and think that you are helping me or doing some great civic duty. You are serving your own interests, whether they are political, economic, or some other interest they are not helping incarcerated human beings, or society. However, the state would have people believe that incarcerated human beings deserve the pain and suffering that is being inflicted upon them. No matter what the circumstances of your life before imprisonment, no matter how much you educate yourself...

In this episode you'll hear from Charles Diggs, a man who has spent nearly 50 years in prison serving life without the possibility of parole. Charles discusses the effect the COVID-19 pandemic, which he described as the worst experience of imprisonment, has had on incarcerated people. This podcast is sponsored by FAMM, a national nonpartisan advocacy organization that promotes fair and effective criminal justice policies that safeguard taxpayer dollars and keep our communities safe. Founded in 1991, FAMM is helping transform America’s criminal justice system by uniting the voices of impacted families and individuals and elevating criminal justice issues all across the country.

In this episode of What is Life? you'll hear from Heather Lavelle, a woman who after more than 20 years of substance use and mental health issues killed her ex-boyfriend. In Heather's poem, "Under the Glass," she discusses living a life feeling separated from others, reckoning with harms she's caused and trying to find redemption in prison. This podcast is sponsored by FAMM, a national nonpartisan advocacy organization that promotes fair and effective criminal justice policies that safeguard taxpayer dollars and keep our communities safe. Founded in 1991, FAMM is helping transform America’s criminal justice system by uniting the voices of impacted families and individuals and elevating criminal justice issues all across the country.

In this episode of What is Life? you'll hear from David Mandeville as he discusses the realities of living in prison knowing he, and many others, will die behind bars. This podcast is sponsored by FAMM, a national nonpartisan advocacy organization that promotes fair and effective criminal justice policies that safeguard taxpayer dollars and keep our communities safe. Founded in 1991, FAMM is helping transform America’s criminal justice system by uniting the voices of impacted families and individuals and elevating criminal justice issues all across the country.

Through phone calls with men and women serving life without parole in Pennsylvania, What is Life takes you inside the prison walls to answer the question - what is life to someone sentenced to die behind bars. Coming in April 2021.