The Initiates

Is society encouraging us to adopt the identity of victim? In this episode, I explore the archetype of the victim, the pathology of victim mindset, and the many ways we choose to play victim in our relationships, work and every day lives for a psychological payoff that limits our potential for growth and betterment. Here's what we cover: - what is victim mentality (aka victim mindset) - my perception of genuine, lived victim experience versus the more performative self-victimization that society is encouraging - disempowered victim narratives relating to health, relationships, work and identity - having a conscious awareness of when we are choosing self victimization, and taking responsibility for our own reality SUPPORT THE INITIATES Follow me on Instagram @theinitiatespodcast Subscribe to The Initiates Podcast on You Tube Visit my website at theinitiatespodcast.com JOIN OUR CHAT GROUP Join The Initiates chat on Telegram LEARN TAROT WITH ME! Tarot Courses and 1-1 Tarot Training WATCH MY FREE LIVESTREAMS Watch my livestreams on Instagram @crystalauratarot View this month's livestream schedule SHOP MY ENERGY MEDICINES Visit Flower Guide remedies

Join Natalie as she explores her spiritual belief system, and asks some hard questions about awakening narratives. For me, one of the best parts of the spiritual awakening journey is the curiosity it sparks. We want to learn as much as possible about our purpose and why we're here, and devour so much information from social media, podcasts, videos and books. But while we're busy in the spiritual echo chamber, are we asking enough questions of the narratives we're consuming? This is the journey of exploration I've been on recently. In this episode, I ask some hard questions while exploring common themes of spiritual awakening narratives such as ascension symptoms, galactic heritage, prison planets and the shift from 3D to 5D. Big questions! Let's journey <3 SUPPORT THE INITIATES Follow me on Instagram @theinitiatespodcast Subscribe to The Initiates Podcast on You Tube Visit my website at theinitiatespodcast.com JOIN OUR CHAT GROUP Join The Initiates chat on Telegram LEARN TAROT WITH ME! Tarot Courses and 1-1 Tarot Training WATCH MY FREE LIVESTREAMS Watch my livestreams on Instagram @crystalauratarot View this month's livestream schedule SHOP MY ENERGY MEDICINES Visit Flower Guide remedies

Join Natalie as explores a new connection with her material reality. Nature has been speaking to me recently, and this week, the messages have been coming through the physical realm in the most beautiful and profound ways. I've connected with the wise spirit of the owl, who sat face to face with me on the farm this week. I've connected with plants in my garden who have shared their healing. I've connected with the healing work of the land on my farm. And I've connected with my body, who has been speaking to me through physical symptoms of exhaustion, asking me "pleeeease prioritise some good sleep!". This experience has grounded me deep into the 3D, and it's made me question my preference for the thought realm, where I most often reside. In part 1 of this episode, I share these experiences with nature, and what they've taught me about disconnection from our 3D nature, and pose the question - is the ascension narrative actually good for us? SUPPORT THE INITIATES Follow me on Instagram @theinitiatespodcast Subscribe to The Initiates Podcast on You Tube Visit my website at theinitiatespodcast.com JOIN OUR CHAT GROUP Join The Initiates chat on Telegram WORK WITH ME 1-1 Book a Tarot Reading Learn Tarot with Me - Tarot Courses and 1-1 Tarot Training WATCH MY FREE LIVESTREAMS Watch my livestreams on Instagram @crystalauratarot View this month's livestream schedule SHOP MY ENERGY MEDICINES Visit Flower Guide remedies SUPPORT THE INITIATES Follow me on Instagram @theinitiatespodcast Subscribe to The Initiates Podcast on You Tube Visit my website at theinitiatespodcast.com JOIN OUR CHAT GROUP Join The Initiates chat on Telegram LEARN TAROT WITH ME! Tarot Courses and 1-1 Tarot Training WATCH MY FREE LIVESTREAMS Watch my livestreams on Instagram @crystalauratarot View this month's livestream schedule SHOP MY ENERGY MEDICINES Visit Flower Guide remedies

Join Natalie as she shares a channelled message for the recent Equinox. Earlier this week, as I sat under the stars, witnessing the energy of the Equinox, I felt the urge to get out my Tarot cards and journal to receive a message. What came was a short but insightful message about our distrust of time, our detachment from our true nature, and the inflexibility that comes with needing to be in control of everything, all the time. In this episode, I share this message and explain how it came to arrive by decoding the symbols of the tarot card with you in real time (it was the 2 of Pentacles reversed...of course it was). I ponder the teachings of this lesson, and explore what it is to be a conscious spirit in human form; a fragment of our creator, here in the rich biodiversity of Earth. SHOW NOTES 2 of Pentacles Tarot Card: (https://static.wixstatic.com/media/ba4344_1b10d4d9b000421d86740788c5f9bec1~mv2.jpg) SUPPORT THE INITIATES Follow me on Instagram @theinitiatespodcast Subscribe to The Initiates Podcast on You Tube Visit my website at theinitiatespodcast.com JOIN OUR CHAT GROUP Join The Initiates chat on Telegram LEARN TAROT WITH ME! Tarot Courses and 1-1 Tarot Training WATCH MY FREE LIVESTREAMS Watch my livestreams on Instagram @crystalauratarot View this month's livestream schedule SHOP MY ENERGY MEDICINES Visit Flower Guide remedies

Join Natalie as she explores the energetic axis of Passion and Apathy. I recently shared a big lesson I received about working with the axis of the harmonic polarity between Love and Fear (#21 - The Fear / Love Axis) , and the transformation this lesson created for me was so empowering that I wondered "where else can I apply this axis in my life?" So I sat with my current emotions about my work life, and uncovered some big, powerful feelings that are holding me back from realising my vision - apathy, isolation and resentment. In this episode, I focus in on the energy of apathy, the trigger for this emotion in relation to my work (for me, this is mostly social media and it's mechanized algorithms). I discuss my passions as a pathway, and explore how leaning into the things we feel most passionate has the incredible power to neutralize apathy. SUPPORT THE INITIATES Follow me on Instagram @theinitiatespodcast Subscribe to The Initiates Podcast on You Tube Visit my website at theinitiatespodcast.com JOIN OUR CHAT GROUP Join The Initiates chat on Telegram LEARN TAROT WITH ME! Tarot Courses and 1-1 Tarot Training WATCH MY FREE LIVESTREAMS Watch my livestreams on Instagram @crystalauratarot View this month's livestream schedule SHOP MY ENERGY MEDICINES Visit Flower Guide remedies

Join Natalie as she shares a channeled message she received in 2021, about Gaia, wild weather, and the vibration of fear in the collective field. I wrote this message in my journal in October 2021, following some really crazy and intense weather events in my home state of Victoria, Australia. I wanted to know the cause of this weather, and the lessons it was holding for us. What came was a really profound teaching about the power of the vibration of fear in the collective field, and the impact it has on Gaia and her creatures. This lesson holds some amazing wisdom about what happens when we allow our universal laws to be disrespected, and the power of Gaia to respond to reset the frequency and re-harmonise the Earth. This episode touches on some heavy subjects, but holds deep wisdom, and allows us to take a much higher perspective on world events, even those that seem completely natural, like earthquakes and storms. Enjoy the episode x N SUPPORT THE INITIATES Follow me on Instagram @theinitiatespodcast Subscribe to The Initiates Podcast on You Tube Visit my website at theinitiatespodcast.com JOIN OUR CHAT GROUP Join The Initiates chat on Telegram LEARN TAROT WITH ME! Tarot Courses and 1-1 Tarot Training WATCH MY FREE LIVESTREAMS Watch my livestreams on Instagram @crystalauratarot View this month's livestream schedule SHOP MY ENERGY MEDICINES Visit Flower Guide remedies

Join Natalie as she shares a recent lesson on the energetic powers of love and fear. After another little-ish break, I'm so happy to be back with you all! In this episode, I check in with the energy and share a *super* empowering lesson I learned recently, that was bestowed on me by my little kitty Bread. It's a simple yet profound wisdom teaching all about the the energetic axis of fear and love, and my story of how I learned to tap into the zero point of neutrality that exists between these two incredibly powerful poles to overcome my fear of the dark. I hope you enjoy the episode, and if you'd like to share your feedback, leave me a rating or review in your podcast player, send me a DM on Instagram or chat with me on Telegram - https://t.me/theinitiatespodcast INTUITIVE TAROT 101 WORKSHOP Forget about memorising traditional card meanings and complex spreads. In my brand new online workshop Intuitive Tarot 101, I'll teach you how to confidently read the Tarot using your hidden superpower - your own intuition. Click here to learn more: https://www.crystalauratarot.com/intuitive-tarot-101 x Natalie SUPPORT THE INITIATES Follow me on Instagram @theinitiatespodcast Subscribe to The Initiates Podcast on You Tube Visit my website at theinitiatespodcast.com JOIN OUR CHAT GROUP Join The Initiates chat on Telegram LEARN TAROT WITH ME! Tarot Courses and 1-1 Tarot Training WATCH MY FREE LIVESTREAMS Watch my livestreams on Instagram @crystalauratarot View this month's livestream schedule SHOP MY ENERGY MEDICINES Visit Flower Guide remedies

Join Natalie as she shares her journey through healing, and how the path of healing has led her to the wisdom of transformational healing. In this episode, I explore: - The advanced technology of the body, and why it's the most intelligent machine to ever exist - How modern society trains us to detach from our own bodily intelligence - Why spaceships are a psy op (lol) - The five energetic bodies - How symptoms are our physical body's method of communication with us Then, I share details of my own journey healing thyroid dis-ease, and the process I've developed to understand messages I receive from my body, called transformational healing. Enjoy the episode :) Check out my prehistoric looking neighbour, the Black Cockatoo 2023 FUTURE-SELF ENVISIONING WORKSHOP Join me for an interactive workshop to call in all that we desire for ourselves in 2023. LIVE ON ZOOM $32 USD If this price is outside of your budget, but you'd like to attend, send me a message and we'll create another form of exchange :) CLICK HERE TO BOOK YOUR SPOT In this interactive 2 hour workshop, we'll create aligned intentions for the year, design our manifestation vortexes and create a detailed vision of the selves we each wish to grow into in 2023. Broadcast times: USA SATURDAY JANUARY 21 5:00PM EST 2:00PM PST ​UK SATURDAY JANUARY 21 10:00PM GMT AUSTRALIA SUNDAY JANUARY 22 9:00AM AEDST (SYDNEY) 8:00AM AEST (BRISBANE) CLICK HERE TO BOOK YOUR SPOT SUPPORT THE INITIATES Follow me on Instagram @theinitiatespodcast Subscribe to The Initiates Podcast on You Tube Visit my website at theinitiatespodcast.com JOIN OUR CHAT GROUP Join The Initiates chat on Telegram LEARN TAROT WITH ME! Tarot Courses and 1-1 Tarot Training WATCH MY FREE LIVESTREAMS Watch my livestreams on Instagram @crystalauratarot View this month's livestream schedule SHOP MY ENERGY MEDICINES Visit Flower Guide remedies

Join Natalie as she shares her personal theme for 2023, and explores the empowering process of Future Self Envisioning. “What if I was to cultivate a deep and unwavering belief in myself? What would happen?” I asked this question of myself during a chat with a friend on one of the very first days of this new year. When I pondered this question, I knew that this would become my ultimate challenge in 2023 - to build a deeper sense of self-belief. In this episode, I discuss the concept of self-belief, the lack of self-belief that I am experiencing, and how it is effecting my ability to create my desired reality. I also explore the importance of having a clear vision of your future self, and the different ways we can create an envisioning practice to help us manifest our desires. And I invite you to my first community event for 2023! 2023 FUTURE-SELF ENVISIONING WORKSHOP Join me for an interactive workshop to call in all that we desire for ourselves in 2023. LIVE ON ZOOM $32 USD CLICK HERE TO BOOK YOUR SPOT In this interactive 2 hour workshop, we'll create aligned intentions for the year, design our manifestation vortexes and create a detailed vision of the selves we each wish to grow into in 2023. Broadcast times: USA SATURDAY JANUARY 21 5:00PM EST 2:00PM PST ​UK SATURDAY JANUARY 21 10:00PM GMT AUSTRALIA SUNDAY JANUARY 22 9:00AM AEDST (SYDNEY) 8:00AM AEST (BRISBANE) CLICK HERE TO BOOK YOUR SPOT JOIN THE INITIATES CHAT ON TELEGRAM! This is a space for us to commune and ask questions, share insights and provide love, support and empowerment for each other as we journey on the path of awakening. If you resonate with my vibe, then you'll resonate with other listeners too. Already we've made some beautiful connections, so if community is what you're seeking, come and join us - just click the link below, or search "The Initiates Podcast Chat" on Telegram. https://t.me/theinitiatespodcast If you are new to Telegram and need some help getting on board, send me an email (theinitiatespodcast@gmail.com) or message or voice note me on instagram (@theinitiatespodcast) and I'll be happy to help :) SUPPORT THE INITIATES Follow me on Instagram @theinitiatespodcast Subscribe to The Initiates Podcast on You Tube Visit my website at theinitiatespodcast.com JOIN OUR CHAT GROUP Join The Initiates chat on Telegram LEARN TAROT WITH ME! Tarot Courses and 1-1 Tarot Training WATCH MY FREE LIVESTREAMS Watch my livestreams on Instagram @crystalauratarot View this month's livestream schedule SHOP MY ENERGY MEDICINES Visit Flower Guide remedies

Join Natalie as she shares a message she channeled for the recent Solstice. I've made it a regular practice this year, to channel a message to share with the collective on the solstices and equinoxes. This week, as I celebrated the summer equinox here in Australia, I received a beautiful message about the nature of light, and the importance of sharing our light with the world. Since "the collective" is worldwide, I also received a message about the nature of darkness for those in the Northern Hemisphere. In this episode, I share this channeled message and a reflection on how this message was embodied in my reality this week. It's a beautifully timed message for us, as we move into holiday mode and prepare to close out this year and welcome the next. This is the last episode of The Initiates for 2022, as I take a week's break to celebrate the new year and reset my energy for the huge new year to come. JOIN THE INITIATES CHAT ON TELEGRAM! I was so inspired by the energy shared during this week's Listener Party livestream, that I decided to keep it flowing by creating a group chat on Telegram! This is a space for us to commune and ask questions, share insights and provide love, support and empowerment for each other as we journey on the path of awakening. If you resonate with my vibe, then you'll resonate with other listeners too. Already we've made some beautiful connections, so if community is what you're seeking, come and join us - just click the link below, or search "The Initiates Podcast Chat" on Telegram. https://t.me/theinitiatespodcast If you are new to Telegram and need some help getting on board, send me an email (theinitiatespodcast@gmail.com) or message or voice note me on instagram (@theinitiatespodcast) and I'll be happy to help :) Thank you so, so much for journeying with me this year, I am so grateful for your time and attention and energy. See you in 2023! SUPPORT THE INITIATES Follow me on Instagram @theinitiatespodcast Subscribe to The Initiates Podcast on You Tube Visit my website at theinitiatespodcast.com JOIN OUR CHAT GROUP Join The Initiates chat on Telegram LEARN TAROT WITH ME! Tarot Courses and 1-1 Tarot Training WATCH MY FREE LIVESTREAMS Watch my livestreams on Instagram @crystalauratarot View this month's livestream schedule SHOP MY ENERGY MEDICINES Visit Flower Guide remedies

Join Natalie and her special guest Josh Dubovie, host of the MEGApodcast, as they discuss what it is to live in alignment with one's truth, and in symbiosis with the Earth and humanity. Josh has such an interesting and unique story of awakening, and in this episode, he shares his experience of transition from outward expression to inner alignment. Josh was living the dream of being a successful performing artist. But after bearing witness to the true intentions of the entertainment industry, he experienced a disappointment that triggered a dramatic change of trajectory. This journey took him inward, and taught him all about the importance of finding his truth, while living in alignment with the Earth and humanity. Now, Josh follows his passions, working in a completely different industry and creating an amazing podcast where he celebrates other souls working to make the Earth great. Josh's story is fascinating, intriguing and inspiring, and speaks to the journey we're all on - the journey to live in alignment with our truth. ABOUT JOSH DUBOVIE Josh Dubovie is the owner and co-host of the MEGApodcast. MEGApodcast focuses on elevating the voices of those who want to do great on the planet and acts as a curated playlist of inspirational stories, leaders, healers and experts - all for the purpose of Making Earth Great; using intention, collaboration and community. CONNECT WITH JOSH Listen to the MEGApodcast on Rumble Listen to the MEGApodcast on Spotify Visit the MEGA website THE INITIATES 2022 LISTENER PARTY To celebrate the end of 2022, I'm hosting a free listener party on YouTube...and you're invited! We'll be gathering together to discuss our biggest lessons this year. Then I'll take you on an interactive journey of guided reflection and Q+A, plus I'll be doing free mini tarot readings for people in the chat. To attend, sign up on the link below: SIGN ME UP FOR THE INITIATES 2022 LISTENER PARTY Here's the viewing details for our different timezones: USA - TUESDAY DEC 20 10PM EST (NYC) 7PM PST (LA) AUSTRALIA - WEDNESDAY DEC 21 2PM AEDST (Sydney) 1PM AEST (Brisbane) 11AM AWST (Perth) And don't forget to subscribe to The Initiates on Youtube https://www.youtube.com/@theinitiatespodcast Enjoy the show :) SUPPORT THE INITIATES Follow me on Instagram @theinitiatespodcast Subscribe to The Initiates Podcast on You Tube Visit my website at theinitiatespodcast.com JOIN OUR CHAT GROUP Join The Initiates chat on Telegram LEARN TAROT WITH ME! Tarot Courses and 1-1 Tarot Training WATCH MY FREE LIVESTREAMS Watch my livestreams on Instagram @crystalauratarot View this month's livestream schedule SHOP MY ENERGY MEDICINES Visit Flower Guide remedies

Join Natalie as she shares her reflections on the energies of 2022. Since December arrived, I've been in a deeply reflective mode, thinking about all the different ways 2022 has provided challenge and growth. In this week's episode, I feel called to share my musings with you. I discuss the ways in which 2022 has triggered evolution at a collective level, and share my own personal journey of growth, touching on achievements, challenges, lessons and joys. I also announce a very special event - my end of year Wrap Up party! SIGN ME UP FOR THE INITIATES 2022 LISTENER PARTY 2022 LISTENER PARTY To celebrate the end of 2022, I'm hosting a free listener party on YouTube...and you're invited! We'll be gathering together to discuss our biggest lessons this year. Then I'll take you on an interactive journey of guided reflection and Q+A, plus I'll be doing free mini tarot readings for people in the chat. To attend, sign up on the link below: SIGN ME UP FOR THE INITIATES 2022 LISTENER PARTY Here's the viewing details for our different timezones: 2022 LISTENER PARTY - LIVE ON YOUTUBE USA - TUESDAY DEC 20 10PM EST (NYC) 7PM PST (LA) AUSTRALIA - WEDNESDAY DEC 21 2PM AEDST (Sydney) 1PM AEST (Brisbane) 11AM AWST (Perth) And don't forget to subscribe to The Initiates on Youtube https://www.youtube.com/@theinitiatespodcast Enjoy the show :) Episode Resources The amazing Australian Galah Check out this episode on my blog SUPPORT THE INITIATES Follow me on Instagram @theinitiatespodcast Subscribe to The Initiates Podcast on You Tube Visit my website at theinitiatespodcast.com JOIN OUR CHAT GROUP Join The Initiates chat on Telegram LEARN TAROT WITH ME! Tarot Courses and 1-1 Tarot Training WATCH MY FREE LIVESTREAMS Watch my livestreams on Instagram @crystalauratarot View this month's livestream schedule SHOP MY ENERGY MEDICINES Visit Flower Guide remedies

Join Natalie as shares channeled guidance from the Akashic Records about how we can better manage our emotional triggers. In this mini-episode, I share some wisdom I received while in Akashic meditation, seeking guidance about managing my anger. The message explains the relationship between our emotions and thoughts, and the process of spiraling that can happen when we allow our thoughts to create emotional reactions that aren't necessary, along with practical guidance on how to honour our pure emotions without allowing our mind to take over. I also share my own reflections on the message, and why we are receiving it right now. Enjoy the show :) DECEMBER LIVE EVENTS Join me this month for my usual lunar Tarot circles, plus a bonus end of year YouTube party! Click here to learn more PS. If you enjoyed this episode, be sure to rate it in your podcast player, and follow me on Instagram at @theinitiatespodcast <3 SUPPORT THE INITIATES Follow me on Instagram @theinitiatespodcast Subscribe to The Initiates Podcast on You Tube Visit my website at theinitiatespodcast.com JOIN OUR CHAT GROUP Join The Initiates chat on Telegram LEARN TAROT WITH ME! Tarot Courses and 1-1 Tarot Training WATCH MY FREE LIVESTREAMS Watch my livestreams on Instagram @crystalauratarot View this month's livestream schedule SHOP MY ENERGY MEDICINES Visit Flower Guide remedies

Ever wondered why you have a particular dynamic with someone in your life? Join Natalie as she explores the concept of Soul Contracts, and the role they play in our personal relationships. Enjoy the show :) PS. If you enjoyed this episode, be sure to rate it in your podcast player! You can also DM me a voicenote on Instagram at @theinitiatespodcast to let me know what you think <3 SUPPORT THE INITIATES Follow me on Instagram @theinitiatespodcast Subscribe to The Initiates Podcast on You Tube Visit my website at theinitiatespodcast.com JOIN OUR CHAT GROUP Join The Initiates chat on Telegram LEARN TAROT WITH ME! Tarot Courses and 1-1 Tarot Training WATCH MY FREE LIVESTREAMS Watch my livestreams on Instagram @crystalauratarot View this month's livestream schedule SHOP MY ENERGY MEDICINES Visit Flower Guide remedies

Join Natalie as she explores the concept of shadow work - what it is, how it works and why it's such an important part of the spiritual development journey. I get asked a lot about shadow work, so many people hear the term and have a deep inner call to work with their shadow, but have no idea where to start. In this episode, I give an intro to Shadow Work, answering some of the most common questions, like: I also share my personal understanding of the purpose and goals of shadow work, along with how I've used shadow work in my like to enhance my spiritual development and increase my emotional maturity. Enjoy the show :) PS. If you enjoyed this episode, be sure to rate it in your podcast player! You can also DM me a voicenote on Instagram at @theinitiatespodcast to let me know what you think <3 Join me for my upcoming Tarot livestream on Instagram November 23, 9:00pm AEDST @crystalauratarot https://www.instagram.com/crystalauratarot/ Episode Resources Emotions Tracking Diary (PDF) Emotions Log - Journal Prompts (PDF) Check out this episode on my blog SUPPORT THE INITIATES Follow me on Instagram @theinitiatespodcast Subscribe to The Initiates Podcast on You Tube Visit my website at theinitiatespodcast.com JOIN OUR CHAT GROUP Join The Initiates chat on Telegram LEARN TAROT WITH ME! Tarot Courses and 1-1 Tarot Training WATCH MY FREE LIVESTREAMS Watch my livestreams on Instagram @crystalauratarot View this month's livestream schedule SHOP MY ENERGY MEDICINES Visit Flower Guide remedies

Join Natalie as she emerges from the dark night of the soul and shares how developing a practice of self devotion helped to completely transform her reality. In this episode, I reflect on my experience of hitting rock bottom, and the diagnosis that motivated me to shift from that low frequency state into a more conscious, active and inspired state of being. I talk about the differences between self devotion and self care, and share in detail the self devotion rituals I designed and committed to doing daily, that allowed me to elevate my vibration, realise my potential, heal my mind, body and spirit, and align with my true authenticity. I also give you some practical advice on how you too can create your own unique self devotion practice. Enjoy the show :) PS. If you enjoyed this episode, be sure to rate it in your podcast player, and follow me on Instagram at @theinitiatespodcast <3 Join me for my upcoming Tarot livestream on Instagram November 23, 9:00pm AEDST @crystalauratarot https://www.instagram.com/crystalauratarot/ Examples of my vortex maps Magnetising into my vortex Casting out of my vortex Spiritual development vortex map Every day life vortex map Check out this episode on my blog Music by Ambient Boy + REDproductions SUPPORT THE INITIATES Follow me on Instagram @theinitiatespodcast Subscribe to The Initiates Podcast on You Tube Visit my website at theinitiatespodcast.com JOIN OUR CHAT GROUP Join The Initiates chat on Telegram LEARN TAROT WITH ME! Tarot Courses and 1-1 Tarot Training WATCH MY FREE LIVESTREAMS Watch my livestreams on Instagram @crystalauratarot View this month's livestream schedule SHOP MY ENERGY MEDICINES Visit Flower Guide remedies

Join Natalie as she provides insight on the turbulent energy of eclipse season, and dives deep into the spiritual activation of the Dark Night of the Soul. In this episode, I share my recent experience of past triggers re-emerging, dredged up by the raging waters of the recent Scorpio eclipse, and how a spiritual meme I came across recently inspired me to this week explore the shadow side of the chrysalis experience, the dissolution of self, otherwise known as the Dark Night of the Soul. In this exploration, I share my own experience of what it is to journey through the dark night, the feelings involved and the kind of life events that can trigger this spiritual transformation, while reflecting on the unique beauty of the process. Enjoy the show :) PS. If you enjoyed this episode, be sure to rate it in your podcast player, and follow me on Instagram at @theinitiatespodcast <3 Learn more about the Butterfly and it's chrysalis https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XPVYPjOSWSQ Join me for my upcoming Tarot livestream on Instagram November 8, 9:00pm AEDST @crystalauratarot https://www.instagram.com/crystalauratarot/ Check out this episode on my blog Music by Ambient Boy + REDproductions SUPPORT THE INITIATES Follow me on Instagram @theinitiatespodcast Subscribe to The Initiates Podcast on You Tube Visit my website at theinitiatespodcast.com JOIN OUR CHAT GROUP Join The Initiates chat on Telegram LEARN TAROT WITH ME! Tarot Courses and 1-1 Tarot Training WATCH MY FREE LIVESTREAMS Watch my livestreams on Instagram @crystalauratarot View this month's livestream schedule SHOP MY ENERGY MEDICINES Visit Flower Guide remedies

Join Natalie as she shares a sacred message channeled from the Akashic Records, exploring the journey of transformation. In this episode, I share a message with you, divinely timed to help you better understand the process of transformation that we are currently experiencing on a collective and individual level. It's a beautiful message about the butterfly, and it contains deep lessons for us all on the nature of transformation as an alchemical process that we are each here to experience. After the channeling, I spend some time reflecting on the parallels with other stories of physical and spiritual transformation. I also share my understanding of the archetypal symbol of the butterfly. Enjoy the show :) PS. If you enjoyed this episode, be sure to rate it in your podcast player, and follow me on Instagram at @theinitiatespodcast <3 Learn more about the Butterfly and it's chrysalis https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XPVYPjOSWSQ Check out this episode on my blog Music by Ari Goldstein + REDproductions SUPPORT THE INITIATES Follow me on Instagram @theinitiatespodcast Subscribe to The Initiates Podcast on You Tube Visit my website at theinitiatespodcast.com JOIN OUR CHAT GROUP Join The Initiates chat on Telegram LEARN TAROT WITH ME! Tarot Courses and 1-1 Tarot Training WATCH MY FREE LIVESTREAMS Watch my livestreams on Instagram @crystalauratarot View this month's livestream schedule SHOP MY ENERGY MEDICINES Visit Flower Guide remedies

Join Natalie as she dives deep into the contentious topics of money and economy, while proposing a new value system - the economy of self. In this episode, I explore the definition and history of money and economy, so that we can better understand it's origins, and the reasons why I see money as a spell that limits our creativity, resourcefulness and connection with community, and keeps us entranced by the idea that "to feel happy/safe/accomplished/fulfilled/successful, I need to have more money". I share my feelings of misalignment around the way money is valued within the industry of spirituality, and I supply some simple yet powerful advice to help you redefine the economy of self, so that you can feel less attachment to the misaligned money narratives that we are all so entranced by, and empowered to define your own unique system of value. Enjoy the show :) PS. If you enjoyed this episode, be sure to rate it in your podcast player, and follow me on Instagram at @theinitiatespodcast <3 Check out this episode on my blog Music by Ari Goldstein + REDproductions SUPPORT THE INITIATES Follow me on Instagram @theinitiatespodcast Subscribe to The Initiates Podcast on You Tube Visit my website at theinitiatespodcast.com JOIN OUR CHAT GROUP Join The Initiates chat on Telegram LEARN TAROT WITH ME! Tarot Courses and 1-1 Tarot Training WATCH MY FREE LIVESTREAMS Watch my livestreams on Instagram @crystalauratarot View this month's livestream schedule SHOP MY ENERGY MEDICINES Visit Flower Guide remedies

This week, Natalie is joined by psychic medium Golden Vee to talk about Spirit Guides. I see Vee as a spirit guide in human form. After stumbling across her podcast and finding myself in deep resonance with her vibe and message, I booked in to one of her spirit guide sessions and I'm not over-exaggerating when I say that this session completely changed my life. Being introduced to my guides accelerated my spiritual awakening, and provided me with the courage and support I was seeking to move forward in alignment with my deepest desires. I had a lot of fun talking to Vee, exploring spirit guides in their various forms and roles. During our chat, Vee shares her story of connecting with her guides at a young age, and how her guides have initiated activation of psychic gifts on her journey. And I share a little bit more about how important connecting with my guides has been in aligning with my soul purpose. We also explore the more practical ways that we can connect and communicate with our spirit guides, regardless of our psychic skill level. Enjoy the show :) CONNECT WITH VEE Work with Vee 1-1: www.goldenvee.com Follow @goldnvee on instagram: www.instagram.com/goldnvee Listen to Vee's podcast 'Dimensions of the Soul': https://anchor.fm/dimensionsofthesoul Check out this episode on my blog Music by Ambient Boy + REDproductions SUPPORT THE INITIATES Follow me on Instagram @theinitiatespodcast Subscribe to The Initiates Podcast on You Tube Visit my website at theinitiatespodcast.com JOIN OUR CHAT GROUP Join The Initiates chat on Telegram LEARN TAROT WITH ME! Tarot Courses and 1-1 Tarot Training WATCH MY FREE LIVESTREAMS Watch my livestreams on Instagram @crystalauratarot View this month's livestream schedule SHOP MY ENERGY MEDICINES Visit Flower Guide remedies