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Opening Credits
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Dedication
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Epigraphs
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Author's Note
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Introduction
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Prelude: The Land I Belong To
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I: Mothered Othered
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I: Rob's First Arrival
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I: Living the Nightmare I
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I: Niizhoziibean—Two Rivers I
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I: Unmasked
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I: Living the Nightmare II
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I: Niizhoziibean—Two Rivers II
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I: Leaving My Body
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Interlude: Light Shadow Brother
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II: Stripped Down
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II: Living the Nightmare III
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II: Niizhoziibean—Two Rivers III
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II: Losing Rob the First Time
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II: Warp and Weft
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II: Child Abuse Math
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II: Niizhoziibean—Two Rivers IV
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II: Train Whistle Blowin'
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Interlude: When She Was White
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III: A Regrettable Unforgettable Christmas
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III: Blood Memory
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III: Niizhoziibean—Two Rivers V
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III: Rob's Second Arrival
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III: The Twilight Zone
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III: My First Client
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III: Letters
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III: The Moment
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III: The Phone Call
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III: The Day I Met My Mother
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III: Niizhoziibean—Two Rivers VI
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III: Wolf, Come In
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III: When My Sister Drums
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III: Two-Spirits?
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III: Songs and a Name
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III: Ceremony
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III: Another Brother
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III: Niagara Falls
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III: It's Not Who You Claim, It's Who Claims You
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III: The Rancher
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III: To Be Métis: One Woman's Journey
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Interlude: Elzéar Goulet
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IV: Cultural Blindness
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IV: A Great Honour on a Healer's Path
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IV: Family Visit
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IV: To the One Who Was My Gateway
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IV: How Old Am I Now?
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IV: How to Unravel a Life
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IV: Indigenous Pain
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IV: Sorry and Glad
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IV: Living/Room
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IV: Once Upon a Time in a Hospice
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Interlude: Bruised
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V: Drum Beats
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V: Niizhoziibean—Two Rivers VII
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V: A Few Questions
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V: You Weigh the Worth
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V: Point Michaud
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V: Stories Untold
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Postlude: A River People
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Acknowledgments
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About the Author
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Ending Credits
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